Long time no see.
So I'm wondering if there's even anyone left I used to talk to, but I felt like posting something here. It seems so silly what kept me busy four years ago. It feels weird opening up here again, so I'm gonna start slowly.
I have a boyfriend, which seemed so impossible to me years ago, but we've been together for a year now, I can hardly believe it. He's wonderful, accepts me exactly for who I am including all my fears and insecurities and he's given me the strenght to actually try school again. I now have my first diploma. It isn't one that's worth all that much, but it's a start and it's given me enough confidence to keep on trying and go for something more.
Now this all sounds completely wonderful ofc, problem is though, we're from different countries. And while we have been able to see each other way more than you'd think possible in a situation like this it is never enough, and we're thinking about moving in together, which requires me moving to another country, which scares me. I think I would be able to do it, but it's good to say it scares me. Everyone's always telling me how great this all is, and I ofc agree, but there's also a lot of downsides. My head is kind of running over so I just felt like writing something and this felt like the best place.
So yeh it's been years, but maybe there's still people here, and maybe we'll talk.
*kisses*
I have a boyfriend, which seemed so impossible to me years ago, but we've been together for a year now, I can hardly believe it. He's wonderful, accepts me exactly for who I am including all my fears and insecurities and he's given me the strenght to actually try school again. I now have my first diploma. It isn't one that's worth all that much, but it's a start and it's given me enough confidence to keep on trying and go for something more.
Now this all sounds completely wonderful ofc, problem is though, we're from different countries. And while we have been able to see each other way more than you'd think possible in a situation like this it is never enough, and we're thinking about moving in together, which requires me moving to another country, which scares me. I think I would be able to do it, but it's good to say it scares me. Everyone's always telling me how great this all is, and I ofc agree, but there's also a lot of downsides. My head is kind of running over so I just felt like writing something and this felt like the best place.
So yeh it's been years, but maybe there's still people here, and maybe we'll talk.
*kisses*