Starting
I'm changing. I think I'm slowly getting calmer and I feel like my life is starting again after years of standing still.
I am actually sort of starting school again. Not really school, and I don't know how to really describe it. It's some sort of home selfeducating thing. I'm still scared to start learning again, but at least I don't feel like I can't breathe anymore everytime I think about it.
I'm seriously thinking of getting some excercise again. My sister and I will probably start aerobics or something. That should be fun.
Amd after about eight years of biting my nails and top of my fingers to bloody pulp, I could suddenly stop, like it wasn't a big deal at all and I hadn't been trying to stop for years. Now I'm just hoping this will all last.
I am actually sort of starting school again. Not really school, and I don't know how to really describe it. It's some sort of home selfeducating thing. I'm still scared to start learning again, but at least I don't feel like I can't breathe anymore everytime I think about it.
I'm seriously thinking of getting some excercise again. My sister and I will probably start aerobics or something. That should be fun.
Amd after about eight years of biting my nails and top of my fingers to bloody pulp, I could suddenly stop, like it wasn't a big deal at all and I hadn't been trying to stop for years. Now I'm just hoping this will all last.