I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I'm in love with the killers right now. i get to see them in a few weeks as well which is super exciting.
oh spring break...how wonderful it is. the sun and warm and cali life was great for me and my two lovely travel companions. it was so great to get away from everything and just relax and experience the cool city of san diego. i really think thats where i'll be next year. i love the city and the people and the weather. i especially love the beach. running into skateboarders around every corner, seeing a zillion surfers in the ocean looking for the perfect wave. it all just seems like a great place and i'm anxious to spend a portion of my life there. we always like to joke about how old we are yet i can't imagine settling down right now. i am so excited to be completely free and experience the world. i have so many things i want to do before i find the perfect job or settle down in the city of my dreams. even if i didn't choose til i was 50 i would still have a good many years to be happy doing whatever i choose to do. so now i am so thankful and excited to go where the wind takes me and see what i find.
coming back from spring break brings the apathetic feelings about school and life at luther in general. i love my life here but want to fill all of my freetime with hanging with friends, laughing about stupid things, taking walks to the whippy dip, and watching many of the classic shows we choose to watch. however, the academic things that are on my plate right now have the power to consume me and i am going to do my best to fight them off. i will finish my senior paper and i will do what i need to do to get by and graduate in may. as for the apathy, i will do my best to let it dwindle away since i know that hopefully in a few months i will no longer have the need to feel apathetic about school.
i am for sure working at camp this summer. i got the position i wanted and am definetely excited to be spending another summer in the valley. i have a lot of preparation to do spiritually but i'm excited to take the time and mind energy to do it. i know its going to be different than my first summer there but i have no doubt that it will be equally amazing. i know i'm at a different place in my faith but also know that its not an inferior place. i think differently and experience God in new ways but i am thankful for that and believe it is only helping me grow. i see God in my skepticism and difficult questions and i see him in my peace about not being 100% sure where i will be 5 months from now.
otherwise life is good, as always. i'm LOVING the warm air and the anticipation of spring. i'm as always loving the people that i am surrounded by and doing my best to enjoy my last 7 weeks at luther...crazy...
peace.
oh spring break...how wonderful it is. the sun and warm and cali life was great for me and my two lovely travel companions. it was so great to get away from everything and just relax and experience the cool city of san diego. i really think thats where i'll be next year. i love the city and the people and the weather. i especially love the beach. running into skateboarders around every corner, seeing a zillion surfers in the ocean looking for the perfect wave. it all just seems like a great place and i'm anxious to spend a portion of my life there. we always like to joke about how old we are yet i can't imagine settling down right now. i am so excited to be completely free and experience the world. i have so many things i want to do before i find the perfect job or settle down in the city of my dreams. even if i didn't choose til i was 50 i would still have a good many years to be happy doing whatever i choose to do. so now i am so thankful and excited to go where the wind takes me and see what i find.
coming back from spring break brings the apathetic feelings about school and life at luther in general. i love my life here but want to fill all of my freetime with hanging with friends, laughing about stupid things, taking walks to the whippy dip, and watching many of the classic shows we choose to watch. however, the academic things that are on my plate right now have the power to consume me and i am going to do my best to fight them off. i will finish my senior paper and i will do what i need to do to get by and graduate in may. as for the apathy, i will do my best to let it dwindle away since i know that hopefully in a few months i will no longer have the need to feel apathetic about school.
i am for sure working at camp this summer. i got the position i wanted and am definetely excited to be spending another summer in the valley. i have a lot of preparation to do spiritually but i'm excited to take the time and mind energy to do it. i know its going to be different than my first summer there but i have no doubt that it will be equally amazing. i know i'm at a different place in my faith but also know that its not an inferior place. i think differently and experience God in new ways but i am thankful for that and believe it is only helping me grow. i see God in my skepticism and difficult questions and i see him in my peace about not being 100% sure where i will be 5 months from now.
otherwise life is good, as always. i'm LOVING the warm air and the anticipation of spring. i'm as always loving the people that i am surrounded by and doing my best to enjoy my last 7 weeks at luther...crazy...
peace.