here it goes...
School sucks just to let everyone know that. I had a hard time falling asleep. I was thinking about to many things. i hate when i do that. Anyways, school was goin just fine until people were asking me if i was going to to turn-a-bout. i really didnt want to go because the person that i was suspose to go with decided not to respond or call or anything. i was pretty upset about that but i really didnt really care at all. My friends decided i should take this person, who i thought wasnt a good idea but i told myself whats the harm if i asked him, well so i did. It didnt work out how i plan. i thought it would work and i would be happy and so would everyone else. I WAS WRONG! I thought i wouldnt be hurt if he said no or anything but i was actually really hurt, because i was really excited about the idea and it just got crushed, but it happenens, i guess. I didnt think i would actually cry about this about it but a lot of things have been happening that i dont wish to talk about. I dont want people to read this and be sorry for me, i dont want that at all. im just expressing my thought into here, because there is nowhere else to express them. It hurts a lot and i dont want that person who i am talking about to be hurt by the things that about to say and so, ya. thats all i have to say.