Hey all!
~*~ Hey guys! I know it's been a few days since I've updated, but I've not really had anything to talk about. I do have a job now however, it's ok I guess money is money. Plus it keeps me busy for the most part. Life is back on the rocks with everything! My sister is pregnant as well for those of you who didn't know. She's doing good so far, I just hope it keeps goin good. Me *&* my lil girls are doing great! Both are growing fast. Shy is just adorable! That little girl is so smart *&* she means the world to me! I'd be lost with out her. She is what holds me together for the most part! If it wasn't for her I think life would just fall to pieces. She's the only thing that really never turns away from me or changes to the point that I don't even know who she is. People change so often! I mean really...how can you feel one way one day *&* another way tomm.? Do you just get to choose when you want to stop loving someone, or when you want to love them again? If so I wish someone had told me about it sooner *&* I wish they would explain how it works! So many feelings, so many thoughts, that no body really understands! Know one really ever cares enough to take time to understand. I have very few friends that take time to listen to me! Most of them are to immature to raelly pay attention to things! They ask how you are *&* when you start to tell them they have something else to talk about that involves them! Yea ok, I'm just going to play mommy to all of them! NOT! I don't think I should have to either! I mean damn I know I'm older than most of them but you know it would be nice to have someone to go to every now *&* then to talk to! You know there are some days, I'd like to be able to call a friend of mine *&* just go cry on their shoulder for an hour or so but do I have the chance to do that often? Hell no of course not! I don't understand it really... But I guess I'm done bitching to you few people that read this thing. For those of you who are TRUE friends of mine thanks for everything *&* I Love you guys dearly! =)