I'm good at messing up!

[shysmom]

~*~I do this so much you would think I was use to it by now! I find reason to say "your" not right for me! Then I walk away *&* beat myself up about it. I've done it again but the difference is I loved him! I loved spending time with him, being with him, knowing that I had him to come to! That was until we started fighting all the time we couldn't get a long for long periods of time *&* I hated it! I want things back to the way they were before we started dating, when we could sit up until 2 *&* 3 in the morning talking about nothing, laughing until my cheeks hurt! I miss it I miss it all! But I don't know how to get it back , I don't know how to get the feeling of being loved back! *&* It scares me, it hurts, *&* more than anything it's confusing!
~*~But guys I'm done with this, I don't really know what to say! Leave some if ya want!
Pe@cE out!