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So yesterday was Canada Day, also the day that I was suppose to go to the carnival with Keith.
Well I got there, Keith was nowhere to be found so I tagged along with Ashley and her friends. Later on I found Keith but Kys was close by his side at ALL times. I decided that I should find other people that I knew.
I kept skipping groups and finally stayed with Denise, Matt, and Mark. I went onto Freak Out with them, then later on I went on the Ferris Wheel with Denise since they wouldn't let Matt and Mark come with us. Afterwards, we went for a walk to the park, but before that I wanted to see if Connie was working at the carnival again, so we went through the opening that connected the Civic Centre. I saw her working and was like "Oh fucking shyt" but it was too late. I looked over beside the booth and I saw him, Jimmy Lee. I grabbed Denise as soon as we finished walking by and honestly, for some fucked up reason, I cried. I couldn't help it. I got over it quickly though.
We came back the same way and he was still there with Connie.
They went on the Zipper and I met one of their friends named Chris. He was talking to me about how he's meeting girl that he met online from Dundee named Melissa. I know who he was talking about and I told him that I did. I think he took it the wrong way though.
I don't really remember what happened afterwards but the next thing I remember is that Chris and I kept walking back and forth through the entries because we were bored out of our minds, and he wasn't THAT interesting anyways.
Andrea showed up not long before Chris and I had to meet up with Matt to go to the dance. I told her that I wanted to talk to Jimmy Lee because it would make me feel better. She told me not to bother because she said hi to him and he didn't answer back [or something to that sense] but I told her that I didn't care, as long as I tried. So we walked over and she was checking out the stuff at Connie's booth. I looked at Jimmy and he said "Hi, how are you?" I almost died. We kept talking and talking and TALKING! Even Connie was being nice to me (last year she bitched Jimmy out for just looking at me)! About 2/3 of my carnival day was spent with him, Jeremy (not Letourneau), and Connie. Did I mention I saw Sam too? Haha, that was...Weird...And I was Jimmy at the time. What are the chances of that happening, especially since Sam hates Jimmy.
Jimmy, Jeremy, Andrea, and I went out for supper at KFC (my treat since I had the most money and I wasn't using ANY of it). That was quite...interesting? Jeremy and Jimmy kept laughing at things Andrea and I couldn't understand, and when we did, it was pretty lame. We went back and split up until about 45mins until the carnival was finished.
During the last few minutes, Andrea left with Troy for a walk without me because I wanted to talk to Jimmy a little more. My ex-step-mother interrupted us and he left. I talked to my little brother and sister, and lost Andrea. It was quite an eventful night.
But the thing that made it THE best day of my life, Jimmy and I finally got to talk about our past and make things clearer with each other. We're friends now, I guess. He told me why we "broke up". He opened up to me about his situations with Connie. He said sorry a BILLION times to me. Etc Etc...The fact knowing that I won't be hurt anymore by him and knowing "why" and "what" makes me feel so much better about myself. I don't know why, it just does...
Do you know what I mean or am I just crazy like that?
Well I got there, Keith was nowhere to be found so I tagged along with Ashley and her friends. Later on I found Keith but Kys was close by his side at ALL times. I decided that I should find other people that I knew.
I kept skipping groups and finally stayed with Denise, Matt, and Mark. I went onto Freak Out with them, then later on I went on the Ferris Wheel with Denise since they wouldn't let Matt and Mark come with us. Afterwards, we went for a walk to the park, but before that I wanted to see if Connie was working at the carnival again, so we went through the opening that connected the Civic Centre. I saw her working and was like "Oh fucking shyt" but it was too late. I looked over beside the booth and I saw him, Jimmy Lee. I grabbed Denise as soon as we finished walking by and honestly, for some fucked up reason, I cried. I couldn't help it. I got over it quickly though.
We came back the same way and he was still there with Connie.
They went on the Zipper and I met one of their friends named Chris. He was talking to me about how he's meeting girl that he met online from Dundee named Melissa. I know who he was talking about and I told him that I did. I think he took it the wrong way though.
I don't really remember what happened afterwards but the next thing I remember is that Chris and I kept walking back and forth through the entries because we were bored out of our minds, and he wasn't THAT interesting anyways.
Andrea showed up not long before Chris and I had to meet up with Matt to go to the dance. I told her that I wanted to talk to Jimmy Lee because it would make me feel better. She told me not to bother because she said hi to him and he didn't answer back [or something to that sense] but I told her that I didn't care, as long as I tried. So we walked over and she was checking out the stuff at Connie's booth. I looked at Jimmy and he said "Hi, how are you?" I almost died. We kept talking and talking and TALKING! Even Connie was being nice to me (last year she bitched Jimmy out for just looking at me)! About 2/3 of my carnival day was spent with him, Jeremy (not Letourneau), and Connie. Did I mention I saw Sam too? Haha, that was...Weird...And I was Jimmy at the time. What are the chances of that happening, especially since Sam hates Jimmy.
Jimmy, Jeremy, Andrea, and I went out for supper at KFC (my treat since I had the most money and I wasn't using ANY of it). That was quite...interesting? Jeremy and Jimmy kept laughing at things Andrea and I couldn't understand, and when we did, it was pretty lame. We went back and split up until about 45mins until the carnival was finished.
During the last few minutes, Andrea left with Troy for a walk without me because I wanted to talk to Jimmy a little more. My ex-step-mother interrupted us and he left. I talked to my little brother and sister, and lost Andrea. It was quite an eventful night.
But the thing that made it THE best day of my life, Jimmy and I finally got to talk about our past and make things clearer with each other. We're friends now, I guess. He told me why we "broke up". He opened up to me about his situations with Connie. He said sorry a BILLION times to me. Etc Etc...The fact knowing that I won't be hurt anymore by him and knowing "why" and "what" makes me feel so much better about myself. I don't know why, it just does...
Do you know what I mean or am I just crazy like that?