May 15, 2007 19:41
I am sort of feeling like Bart and I are just going to be a friend thing for the summer and then maybe next semester something will happen. He's not done dealing with Magda and I'm just sort of floundering here. He cancelled last Friday then was in a bad mood when I saw him (by chance because I was hanging out in Marty's room) on Sunday. Tonight we got dinner (just at the dc), which was good and we talked for an hour and a half, but we didn't do the hug goodbye or anything. I asked if he wanted to go on an adventure to the Peace Pagoda sometime this weekend but he might be going home. So I probably won't see him before I move out. Granted, he will be here this summer but I don't want to force myself on him if he doesn't want to hang out with me. I don't know. I haven't given up yet because he did say:
1. He really likes me.
2. He thinks I'm easy to talk to.
3. He thinks I'm a beautiful woman.
4. He thinks there is definitely chemistry between us.
And Marty said he wouldn't say that if he didn't mean it, so we'll see. I don't think we're even sort of dating anymore, though. I'm not going to call him, if he wants to hang out I'll be here but otherwise oh well.
I just want things to be easy, but they never are.