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please keep my mom in your prayers/thoughts. She has been drinking again. I just really want her to be happy. She's so EMO all the time...sad, very sad. She has a lot of depression inside of her, and it breaks my heart to see her drinking and being upset. Her and my step dad fight a lot...last night they got into a huge argument, and while he is back today, they still haven't said much to each other. I keep praying that my mom will find Jesus and get to know Him like I do...it's so very hard on me to see her go through this all the time...seriously, she drinks every night.
I'm still so very scared for when I turn 21 next year. I'm scared that I'll end up having a drinking problem just like her. I'm just going to be a happy sXe kid like I've always been and not drink. I'll stick to my 100% sXe drink...orange slice haha
well...plans for today
-go visit my piercer so she can check up on my nose
-go to wal*mart
-go to kmart
-get some lunch at burger king
yep, fun times ahead. I love you all, have a wonderful day
EDIT: I took godforbid's advice and got the new Michelle Branch CD...it's very good! Thank you for the recommendation:) I also got the swift's CD today...very good too! Got my piercing checked up on...Roshell said it will be healed in two months:) Rented some movies too. Stealing Harvard...I really wanted Final Destination 2, but that does not come out until the 22nd...and since I have the first one, I know I have to buy the second one as well..I won't even rent it, I'll just buy it haha
I'm still so very scared for when I turn 21 next year. I'm scared that I'll end up having a drinking problem just like her. I'm just going to be a happy sXe kid like I've always been and not drink. I'll stick to my 100% sXe drink...orange slice haha
well...plans for today
-go visit my piercer so she can check up on my nose
-go to wal*mart
-go to kmart
-get some lunch at burger king
yep, fun times ahead. I love you all, have a wonderful day
EDIT: I took godforbid's advice and got the new Michelle Branch CD...it's very good! Thank you for the recommendation:) I also got the swift's CD today...very good too! Got my piercing checked up on...Roshell said it will be healed in two months:) Rented some movies too. Stealing Harvard...I really wanted Final Destination 2, but that does not come out until the 22nd...and since I have the first one, I know I have to buy the second one as well..I won't even rent it, I'll just buy it haha