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I should know better by now than to go out with my brother to our usual hangout aka chili's. He always ends up inviting 10 people, one of which is Christian but always gets so drunk off his face...they all do. I don't like to be around that type of enviroment. I'm always so quite around his group of friends...even if I know them well, I still don't ever say much
for example...tonight my brother hit on two chicks and has this friend whom is called Budda. Right well the girls came over, and they introduced themselves to everyone around the table but me. My social skills need some work...I'm still so very shy even though I'm almost 20. I'm just very mellow and choose not to talk unless I'm spoken to. I'm also a firm believer in being sXe...meaning I feel that I don't need to fill my body with alcohol or sex to have a good time.
sometimes I feel like saying to mark (charlie's Christian friend) "so how far does drinking and having sex get you...don't you at all care about your walk with Christ especially since everyone knows you are a Christian?"
I need more friends. I need to go out more with people whom can have a good time and be sXe whether or not they are Christians
someone come to port charlotte and be my friend and hang out with me haha
good night
why can't we all just be happy sXe kids???!!! haha
ps-I miss S :( he's busy with the band and all so we haven't talked in a week or two
for example...tonight my brother hit on two chicks and has this friend whom is called Budda. Right well the girls came over, and they introduced themselves to everyone around the table but me. My social skills need some work...I'm still so very shy even though I'm almost 20. I'm just very mellow and choose not to talk unless I'm spoken to. I'm also a firm believer in being sXe...meaning I feel that I don't need to fill my body with alcohol or sex to have a good time.
sometimes I feel like saying to mark (charlie's Christian friend) "so how far does drinking and having sex get you...don't you at all care about your walk with Christ especially since everyone knows you are a Christian?"
I need more friends. I need to go out more with people whom can have a good time and be sXe whether or not they are Christians
someone come to port charlotte and be my friend and hang out with me haha
good night
why can't we all just be happy sXe kids???!!! haha
ps-I miss S :( he's busy with the band and all so we haven't talked in a week or two