please tell daddy i'm still his little girl.

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i wish we could know the outcomes of our decisions, before making them.
i'm so torn between making the right decision...
and making the less hurtful decision.
if i knew how things would turn out, it would be so much easier.
i could be so much more confident in my choice.
i'm terrified of him not taking me back.
i'm so afraid he will feel like i'm playing games. 
and that, he won't have.
though, i am sure it would have happend just as well, if he was still here.
only one person truely knows, besides anthony.
he's the one thing keeping my mind intact with the situation.
...i totally just spilled yogurt across my white pants.
yikes.
time for makeup.
and a smile.
and, i'll cross my fingers for some sunshine.