So It's Been Awhile
Called off from work the past couple of days...I have a summer cold. No repairs have been done to the place... Mom and Dad offered to have Jason and I live with them until we can get into government houseing. So Jason and I will be moveing out by the end of the month.
I guess it's time to wake up and realize that I am not going to get a career in art...I have to go where the jobs are. So I have an appointment with the Community College of Beaver County to enroll in the nurseing program. I guess it could work. I need to do something with my life.
Jason is still in bed. We had made plans to do a few of the things that need done before we move out. It's easy to see that none of those things are going to happen today. Days like these I wonder if it all is a mistake. Love isn't always enough...then again what is? Jason may KNOW me, but he just doesn't UNDERSTAND me. I don't know how to help him out there. Maybe living with my parents will help in more ways than just financially. Sometimes I am still afraid of Jason. One of these days he is going to have the police called on him, with the way he shreiks like a girl when he gets mad. I have stood up for him when mall security was called on him for "domestic violence" at the Southern Park Mall over a year ago. That was kind of funny...anyway...
I feel sick as hell. I know that we are supposed to have people over this afternoon...maybe I can find a way to get to my parents. My car is in for inspection right now, so I can't just get up and leave. Guess that's all for now.
I guess it's time to wake up and realize that I am not going to get a career in art...I have to go where the jobs are. So I have an appointment with the Community College of Beaver County to enroll in the nurseing program. I guess it could work. I need to do something with my life.
Jason is still in bed. We had made plans to do a few of the things that need done before we move out. It's easy to see that none of those things are going to happen today. Days like these I wonder if it all is a mistake. Love isn't always enough...then again what is? Jason may KNOW me, but he just doesn't UNDERSTAND me. I don't know how to help him out there. Maybe living with my parents will help in more ways than just financially. Sometimes I am still afraid of Jason. One of these days he is going to have the police called on him, with the way he shreiks like a girl when he gets mad. I have stood up for him when mall security was called on him for "domestic violence" at the Southern Park Mall over a year ago. That was kind of funny...anyway...
I feel sick as hell. I know that we are supposed to have people over this afternoon...maybe I can find a way to get to my parents. My car is in for inspection right now, so I can't just get up and leave. Guess that's all for now.