~sigh~
Another day. Jason is not doing well with this job now, but what else is new? Things have been going really good with my Gypsy Queen. We've been spending a good amount of time together, but alone time is hard to come by. She has a roomate who is always around and a boyfriend. It's all good, but I am afraid that I have been over there a little too much. I don't want to ware out my welcome, and I just don't want to invite myself over there. We both know what we want out of this relationship, but we are both too shy to make a move. Yesterday I was about to make my move, but an emergency came up and I ended up haveing to cut the night short. Hopefully she'll invite me over soon, then maybe I can try again. :) I can't stop thinking about her, I find myself waiting on the computer for her IM, like a high school girl waiting for her boyfriend to call. At least my hubby doesn't mind. He wants and encourages this relationship. Another one of my fears is that she is going to be moving away in about a month. By the time we get comfortable with each other she'll be gone. I know that she says it's only temporary, but I am still afraid. Only time will tell.