May 22, 2004 23:28
Hey all, well..im back again..having watched a fairly good movie last night..TROY..it was alright..i expected it to be better than that..but it was 99% good..well its saturday..tiffany's leaving on tuesday..i wont miss her..cause she's gonna call every night..and if she can't, she'll mail me..ahahhaa jk..banquet is next weekend..ahahha, im not so sure i can go..my mommy said that im going to las vegas..how bout NO..cuz' it always ends the same..i leave for las vegas, and come back **** more stressed out than i had left...ahha..but its weird, im not stressed out..im actually loving life right now..school's alwryt!!..lifes alryt!!..family seems ok..friends!!...gotta love 'em!!...ice ice baby..graduation, just the thought burns in my mind..i feel so sad inside, but i want to leave high school..i guess what i want is to keep my closest friends that i have now, and keep them forever..i regret having a girlfriend, it was the biggest mistake..cause, i missed out on alot of my high school life..i mean, the memories i had this year..this one senior year..were far more better than all of the other years combined..i do stuff around my friends that i would have never done before, like talk to people!!..actually, thats a bit rocky still, but im working at it..but hey..i danced for the first time, more than once!!..and it was not a slow dance!!..of all the people that i've met since jr. high, and high school..these people stand out the most..though i've only been with them for a year, i feel so happy when im with them..if i could go back in time..i'd want to be a cave man with these people..ahhaha jk.. yea..i feel like a geek..