love isn't always everything...
i always thought love would save us, that it would be strong enough to hold us together. i should have gotten the point when you told me, but i was too naive to realize what you were saying. you choose it over me, why didn't i see that when we had the conversation. i tend to be slow and only put the pieces together later, sometimes when it's too late. but it's not too late this time, it's just a matter of me being strong enough and waking up to question myself "what do i really want?" it's all i have known, it's all i wanted to know, but i know i do not want to end up like them and that's how i see us. you and your ways and me and my ways, it's them all over again. maybe not to that extreme but it's there. i should have given up the first time two years ago, but unlike you in high school, i didn't, i go off my emotions unlike you. that's something that will always distance us. just how much more am i going to take....