Oct 08, 2007 10:49
Aggravations--- LIFE......why is it that I support the man I love for 2 and a half years and when he breaks my heart I end up with no money, a job I hate, and no him (in the way that I want him). He gets a place to stay, a raise, and the freedom to do what he wants. Life really isn't fair and I'm quite tired of that. I do want to better myself and I am trying. I guess maybe life won't seem SO unfair then, but really, right now, it does. I need a job that will pay the bills AND not bore me or throw me into a whirlwind of misery. I need to figure out what to do as far as a living situation goes. I could go live behind Kelli for $750/month, that includes everything, but I'm not sure I can afford it. And once I resign from Vanguard, I'll really really be hard up.
*Sigh*Sigh*Sigh*