Feeling lonely
I'm feeling a little lonely tonight. I signed up for Yahoo personals. Yep, I'm that desperate. Maybe I can find somebody there and do a double date with one of my friends. It seems like the more television I watch, the more I observe that people are getting married and having children and the more I realize that that is what I want too. I think my maternal instincts are kicking in and I want to love and take care of somebody. I hope that person would do the same for me. I need to get out and meet people...I need to find friends here that would do that here...
Okay, I came home and contacted some friends and I have only met up with one person. I understand that people are busy, but does it hurt to call? Could you call?! One friend I just gave up on...I have been calling her for a while and she won't pick up her damn phone! I have even left a message. She was suppose to call me back regarding something and never did. Again, I understand somebody being busy, but does it hurt to call? She could have at least said, "Hey Martha, I am too busy for you right now. Can we get together maybe in the fall?" Okay, I would be fine with that, but to leave me hanging is NOT cool.
I would love to go out with some friends, preferably single ones, and drink and meet other people. I want to start dating, but I do not know how to do it. I am tired of being afraid of my own shadow...I know that I will be hurt, but that is a part of life. HELP!!!
Okay, I came home and contacted some friends and I have only met up with one person. I understand that people are busy, but does it hurt to call? Could you call?! One friend I just gave up on...I have been calling her for a while and she won't pick up her damn phone! I have even left a message. She was suppose to call me back regarding something and never did. Again, I understand somebody being busy, but does it hurt to call? She could have at least said, "Hey Martha, I am too busy for you right now. Can we get together maybe in the fall?" Okay, I would be fine with that, but to leave me hanging is NOT cool.
I would love to go out with some friends, preferably single ones, and drink and meet other people. I want to start dating, but I do not know how to do it. I am tired of being afraid of my own shadow...I know that I will be hurt, but that is a part of life. HELP!!!