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Life doesn't seem to be about skating on smooth ice.
That's the easy part.
It is when things get rough where one actually learns a little something about one's self, or about life. Without facing difficulties I can't see how a person can grow. And I know it is a lot easier to just igrone life then to actually deal with it. But to me it doesn't seem like that will get you anywhere. Cause me personally at this very moment, I am at my witts end. I'm ready to just give in and say fuck it. Cause it is so much easier to say fuck it (to whatever the circumstance is) then to do anything else, like especially deal with something. Tonight I will be done I will want to run and hide, even though in the back of my mind that is not how I really feel, I may act out upon it. I may want to scream. In some aspects that might be what I do, however, in the morning, as I awake, I will want to justify my wrongs if I had made any and I will want to make amends with others.
I will want to write tomorrow,
find my words my
fights tomorrow
That's the easy part.
It is when things get rough where one actually learns a little something about one's self, or about life. Without facing difficulties I can't see how a person can grow. And I know it is a lot easier to just igrone life then to actually deal with it. But to me it doesn't seem like that will get you anywhere. Cause me personally at this very moment, I am at my witts end. I'm ready to just give in and say fuck it. Cause it is so much easier to say fuck it (to whatever the circumstance is) then to do anything else, like especially deal with something. Tonight I will be done I will want to run and hide, even though in the back of my mind that is not how I really feel, I may act out upon it. I may want to scream. In some aspects that might be what I do, however, in the morning, as I awake, I will want to justify my wrongs if I had made any and I will want to make amends with others.
I will want to write tomorrow,
find my words my
fights tomorrow