Mar 08, 2006 20:31
Haven't written in awhile...since a certain incident that happened, but i finally got back in the game :) Leave me some comments!
"Untitled" 03/08/06
She sits at home
She sits alone
Wondering...
Thinking...
Could things get any worse?
How could they change?
Is this how her life is going to be?
Every single day
It gets worse.
SHe tries to stay positive
Thinking things will be alright
She says this out loud to hear herself
So maybe she can believe it
But everytime she says it
The hope is lost more and more.
Increased insecurity
Trust issues growing
No longer knowing what to think
What to believe
Or who to trust.
Is this how her life is going to be?
Every day
Still getting worse.
Deaths haunting her life
A regret
The only regret
Stuck with her forever
Jailbait...
Jailbirds...
It never seems to stop.
Is this some kind of disease she's got?
Is there any cure?
Can someone stop the pain that goes on inside?
It hurts so much
The pain is just unbareable
Crying everyday
Most nights
Not knowing exactly why
This pain needs to stop
She can't continue with it
The pain that grows inside of her
That's what will end this life.