And since I'm spamming...
The irrationality is reaching epic proportions. I can tell it's bad when male RP characters are giving me bleed-through.
(Or I'm bleeding through on him, which calls up a visual that is very attractive, let me just say.)
Whatever's going on, it's wound me up so badly that I woke up at 8:15 and could not go back to sleep. And you say, "But that's a good thing, isn't it?" And I say, yes... but for the past few weeks, I've been hard-pressed to wake up at all, and I'd like that back please kthxbai. Especially on a morning when I know I don't have to go to work.
It just SUCKS because usually RP is what's supposed to make me happy. And when it just makes me upset... that's bad. *nods*
It's the sort of argument that makes me wonder if I really should go back on meds...
However... my shy_vi flist is full of TxN pics, which is <3333.
(And a crazy fan letter, which is O.o)
And good news about my beatlejessie too.
And I'm going to get lunch and buy shirts with akutenshi7 .
And apparently singing really loud is good stress relief?
So... I am counting my blessings. And I am going to go exercise on my bouncy ball.
(Or I'm bleeding through on him, which calls up a visual that is very attractive, let me just say.)
Whatever's going on, it's wound me up so badly that I woke up at 8:15 and could not go back to sleep. And you say, "But that's a good thing, isn't it?" And I say, yes... but for the past few weeks, I've been hard-pressed to wake up at all, and I'd like that back please kthxbai. Especially on a morning when I know I don't have to go to work.
It just SUCKS because usually RP is what's supposed to make me happy. And when it just makes me upset... that's bad. *nods*
It's the sort of argument that makes me wonder if I really should go back on meds...
However... my shy_vi flist is full of TxN pics, which is <3333.
(And a crazy fan letter, which is O.o)
And good news about my beatlejessie too.
And I'm going to get lunch and buy shirts with akutenshi7 .
And apparently singing really loud is good stress relief?
So... I am counting my blessings. And I am going to go exercise on my bouncy ball.