things..
it seems to me that these days theres somethign wrong wit everyone.
no one wants to think about others they only want to fix themselves.
i suppose you need to help yourself befor your ready to help others but some things are just so menial and un important i dont see how people get hung up on them. then there are those people who have given ther heart away and are afraid of seeing wut will happen. im here for you people. Some people dont wanna talk. they jut want everything, every emotion to stay bottled up within them. they dont want the world to know who they are or wut they feel. but i want to know. i want to help people. i care. and it kind of makes me sad but slightly angry too when people who have told me everything suddenly tell me nothing. Every single person is different and has different problems but all problems realte from one source wether it be parents,boys,girls,friends,school. wutever.. more times than not you people arent alone. and dont have to be. i mean my preaching isnt going to help anything. were in highschool. no one listens to anything good anyone has to say. they want to do everything ther way...right or wrong..and face consequinces..or not face them. people try to avoid those but they always come back to haunt you. Everytime i see a problem i look at my self 10 years from now and think...wut will i think of myself for doing this..or wut will i think of myself for doing that..NOTHING ever seems just as important ya no..
but anyways. how was your day?
mine was decent. nothing special. i got to school and that whole doctor font thing was on the windows. well i didnt actually see it. i saw them cleaning it and i heard the story. i think its kind of sad how funny everyone thought it was. im sorry but i find no humor in it wut so ever. i know that sounds uptight or wutever but i mean cmon ppl thats just rude and hateful. hes not making out lives difficult. hes prolly doing the best he can and hes doing his best so lets try to give him SOME credit. hes doing wut he thinks is best and you cant blame him for that. guys it could be worse.
after the o so un eventful morning i went to sign language and found out the sign for coke..haha i win..i used it all day. it was fun. but anyways then i went to health tech and found out why im taking the class. i have a cut on my finger and because it IS a hospital training course the teacher had everything to fix me up and so i was happy. geomerty was SO great. Mrs tucker read us two childrens books and i was SO happy i couldnt stop smiling. its sad i get that much pleasure out of childrens books but wutever. youll get over it lol. fourth period i had world history. prolly the best class of the day. we took random notes and me and phillip signed bak and forth during a movie that we were supposed to be watching. it was hillarious. then phillip walked me halfway to the theatre trailers so i wouldnt get lost lol. but i went to my board meeting and then to try outs. Good Luck to everyone!!! in real nervous and i wanna see wut i made so hopefully i did good. i think i effed up my monologue but i mighta made up for it in my scene but i wont know till thursday...o no lol...i might be a bit on edge about it...sorry in advance guys lol. Well im gunna go ill write more later
Love,
Shy**
no one wants to think about others they only want to fix themselves.
i suppose you need to help yourself befor your ready to help others but some things are just so menial and un important i dont see how people get hung up on them. then there are those people who have given ther heart away and are afraid of seeing wut will happen. im here for you people. Some people dont wanna talk. they jut want everything, every emotion to stay bottled up within them. they dont want the world to know who they are or wut they feel. but i want to know. i want to help people. i care. and it kind of makes me sad but slightly angry too when people who have told me everything suddenly tell me nothing. Every single person is different and has different problems but all problems realte from one source wether it be parents,boys,girls,friends,school. wutever.. more times than not you people arent alone. and dont have to be. i mean my preaching isnt going to help anything. were in highschool. no one listens to anything good anyone has to say. they want to do everything ther way...right or wrong..and face consequinces..or not face them. people try to avoid those but they always come back to haunt you. Everytime i see a problem i look at my self 10 years from now and think...wut will i think of myself for doing this..or wut will i think of myself for doing that..NOTHING ever seems just as important ya no..
but anyways. how was your day?
mine was decent. nothing special. i got to school and that whole doctor font thing was on the windows. well i didnt actually see it. i saw them cleaning it and i heard the story. i think its kind of sad how funny everyone thought it was. im sorry but i find no humor in it wut so ever. i know that sounds uptight or wutever but i mean cmon ppl thats just rude and hateful. hes not making out lives difficult. hes prolly doing the best he can and hes doing his best so lets try to give him SOME credit. hes doing wut he thinks is best and you cant blame him for that. guys it could be worse.
after the o so un eventful morning i went to sign language and found out the sign for coke..haha i win..i used it all day. it was fun. but anyways then i went to health tech and found out why im taking the class. i have a cut on my finger and because it IS a hospital training course the teacher had everything to fix me up and so i was happy. geomerty was SO great. Mrs tucker read us two childrens books and i was SO happy i couldnt stop smiling. its sad i get that much pleasure out of childrens books but wutever. youll get over it lol. fourth period i had world history. prolly the best class of the day. we took random notes and me and phillip signed bak and forth during a movie that we were supposed to be watching. it was hillarious. then phillip walked me halfway to the theatre trailers so i wouldnt get lost lol. but i went to my board meeting and then to try outs. Good Luck to everyone!!! in real nervous and i wanna see wut i made so hopefully i did good. i think i effed up my monologue but i mighta made up for it in my scene but i wont know till thursday...o no lol...i might be a bit on edge about it...sorry in advance guys lol. Well im gunna go ill write more later
Love,
Shy**