upset.
Today just hasnt been a good day. the afternoon was ok. My father and i went up to the auto store to but winshield wipers for my new car. o! i never wrote about my new car! well i dont feel excited right now so ill give u more info when i can do it justice. the guys at the store were chekin out my isuzu and were like freakin out over it and i was just like ok sure why not. then shell came over and i showed her everything and we put window stickers on it so now it says "smile pretty boy." and "lets party" on the back and then i wrote "cool friend" ont he passenger handle and "happy" on the drivers door. then me and shell sat in the back and talked for a while and she invited me ova and i couldnt go until i got ahold of my mom so that ended tha good part. except when i called ryan and he was bein really sweet and told me he would bring me food if i wanted him too. i didnt let him tho.
as far as the bad part went:
~i told my mom i loved her and she hung up on me
~one of my friends is hurtin themselves and i dont wanna sit around and watch but theres nothing i can do because she wont listen to me
~my dad wouldnt make any decisions w.o. my mom so i ended up sittin home all night instead of going out or having n e one ova
~knowing i was waiting on my mothers phone call my father hung up on her when i walked in the room. i was like..was that mom?...yes...i was waiting on her to call to see if i could go over to shells!...well youll just have to call her back.
~i have multiple friends with problems there is no way of fixing
~im not doing me homework and i know i should be but i avoid it and put it all on myself at the last minute and i cant break my habit. but thats my fault.
~cant go over to shells bc she has to get us early. tlyers ova at bobs. ryans at a party. charlie wont pick up the phone even tho i was supposed to call him bak.
i mean there were little random stuff too and i just had all of it combined and i couldnt handle it. i mean its not that big of a deal or anything but i guess when nothing bad really ever happens and this lil bit does i just dont do well. i do other peoples problems. not my own. Well gunna watch sum tv. ttyl
~Shy
as far as the bad part went:
~i told my mom i loved her and she hung up on me
~one of my friends is hurtin themselves and i dont wanna sit around and watch but theres nothing i can do because she wont listen to me
~my dad wouldnt make any decisions w.o. my mom so i ended up sittin home all night instead of going out or having n e one ova
~knowing i was waiting on my mothers phone call my father hung up on her when i walked in the room. i was like..was that mom?...yes...i was waiting on her to call to see if i could go over to shells!...well youll just have to call her back.
~i have multiple friends with problems there is no way of fixing
~im not doing me homework and i know i should be but i avoid it and put it all on myself at the last minute and i cant break my habit. but thats my fault.
~cant go over to shells bc she has to get us early. tlyers ova at bobs. ryans at a party. charlie wont pick up the phone even tho i was supposed to call him bak.
i mean there were little random stuff too and i just had all of it combined and i couldnt handle it. i mean its not that big of a deal or anything but i guess when nothing bad really ever happens and this lil bit does i just dont do well. i do other peoples problems. not my own. Well gunna watch sum tv. ttyl
~Shy