Gary, Im sorry.....
I probably said things I shouldn't of said, but my feelings were...are hurt. You are my friend, and I hold on to my friends very tightly too, as I never had many growing up. Going in and out of foster homes, and being in a custody battle for many years of my childhood, 3 different molestations in my lifetime, I didnt have time for friends, and no one wanted to be my friend. As I was the quiet, reserved one. I was the one picked on, made fun of, rocks thrown at and hair pulled. I never stood up for myself, I sat quietly and let everyone else have their fun. The very few true friends I have in this lifetime I have clung dearly to. And yes, probably too much. I have suffered for that through the years too and know exactly what you speak of. But why is it the innocent ones end up being the ones who always lose out?
I didnt do anything wrong, yet Im losing a friend. You didn't do anything wrong either, and your losing a friend. It just isnt fair. By now in my life as I approach 29 one would think I would be used to losing friends. So many have drifted away from me, found new lives, better things. I am numb to losing people these days, I used to have a large group of friends, Many I RPed with, and some I just chatted with. Now I am down to 2 really close friends. And a few that drop in to say hello everynow and then, and very few RPs anymore. You were one that I enjoyed not only RPing with, but talking to. You were a good supporter and excellent listener. I understand your situation, but that doesnt mean I have to like it, be happy and esctatic about it. Because I assure you Im not at all. Im going to miss you dearly. You were a great friend and RPer, and i will miss our chats, and RPs. They were all fun and important to me. I'll never forget you my friend....Never....
*Hugs*
Love~Ang
I didnt do anything wrong, yet Im losing a friend. You didn't do anything wrong either, and your losing a friend. It just isnt fair. By now in my life as I approach 29 one would think I would be used to losing friends. So many have drifted away from me, found new lives, better things. I am numb to losing people these days, I used to have a large group of friends, Many I RPed with, and some I just chatted with. Now I am down to 2 really close friends. And a few that drop in to say hello everynow and then, and very few RPs anymore. You were one that I enjoyed not only RPing with, but talking to. You were a good supporter and excellent listener. I understand your situation, but that doesnt mean I have to like it, be happy and esctatic about it. Because I assure you Im not at all. Im going to miss you dearly. You were a great friend and RPer, and i will miss our chats, and RPs. They were all fun and important to me. I'll never forget you my friend....Never....
*Hugs*
Love~Ang