I seriously want to die....Id be in less pain....
I can't go on like this much longer...
My head throbs contstantly due to coughing and sneezing constantly. My eyes are constantly watery and swollen and my vison is all blurry, my sinues constantly are burning, I have blisters all over inside my mouth, and inside my lips which makes it REAL difficult to eat or drink, so Ive chosen to eat as little as possible. Not to mention I have two bad teeth on my upper right side that I can not chew on AT ALL or I become nauseous with pain. And my left side of my mouth is becoming sore from using it all the time....If Im not worrying about all of this pain, Im either sneezing, coughing or blowing my nose. My upper lip and nose are SO raw I can barely touch them to blow my nose, I just sorda hold the tissue semi close to my nose. Which yes...can be messy sometimes. UGH!!!
When I cough I cant stop, it turns into a fight against breathing and coughing....coughing so hard I litteraly can not breath and my chest is on fire inside, eventually causing a little bit of blood to come up. After one of my coughing spells I sit for about 2 minutes with my hands on my chest gasping for air and crying from the pain. I use my inhaler frequently which is only supposed to be used every 4 hours. If I come anywhere near something scented or dusty I start sneezing and coughing for lord knows how long straight until I get away from the source. I havnt slept well at night as all I do is wheeze, cough, blow my nose and use my inhaler. My own husband asks me to roll over to the other side of the bed so he can get to sleep as I snore and wheeze so much that he cant sleep. Im suddenly starting to twitch and what my husband can only describe at convulse, while Im sleeping now. So I dont know what the hell is going on there. My neck, shoulders and ribs hurt so badly from sneezing and coughing Im wishing my neck brace wasnt packed away somewhere....I have so much damn work to do around here and and no ambition, energy or want to do anything except curl up in a little ball and weep. I honestly, physically cant do this much longer. I dont have the strenghth, energy or willpower to do so. But yet all of this work is expected of me....
And to top it all off.....I was put on an antibiotic (Which no isnt helping with whatever I have.....) for my dog bite and now I have a wonderful yeast infection. The joys of being a damn woman.....
Someone just kill me please? Put me out of my misery....Im begging someone....
My head throbs contstantly due to coughing and sneezing constantly. My eyes are constantly watery and swollen and my vison is all blurry, my sinues constantly are burning, I have blisters all over inside my mouth, and inside my lips which makes it REAL difficult to eat or drink, so Ive chosen to eat as little as possible. Not to mention I have two bad teeth on my upper right side that I can not chew on AT ALL or I become nauseous with pain. And my left side of my mouth is becoming sore from using it all the time....If Im not worrying about all of this pain, Im either sneezing, coughing or blowing my nose. My upper lip and nose are SO raw I can barely touch them to blow my nose, I just sorda hold the tissue semi close to my nose. Which yes...can be messy sometimes. UGH!!!
When I cough I cant stop, it turns into a fight against breathing and coughing....coughing so hard I litteraly can not breath and my chest is on fire inside, eventually causing a little bit of blood to come up. After one of my coughing spells I sit for about 2 minutes with my hands on my chest gasping for air and crying from the pain. I use my inhaler frequently which is only supposed to be used every 4 hours. If I come anywhere near something scented or dusty I start sneezing and coughing for lord knows how long straight until I get away from the source. I havnt slept well at night as all I do is wheeze, cough, blow my nose and use my inhaler. My own husband asks me to roll over to the other side of the bed so he can get to sleep as I snore and wheeze so much that he cant sleep. Im suddenly starting to twitch and what my husband can only describe at convulse, while Im sleeping now. So I dont know what the hell is going on there. My neck, shoulders and ribs hurt so badly from sneezing and coughing Im wishing my neck brace wasnt packed away somewhere....I have so much damn work to do around here and and no ambition, energy or want to do anything except curl up in a little ball and weep. I honestly, physically cant do this much longer. I dont have the strenghth, energy or willpower to do so. But yet all of this work is expected of me....
And to top it all off.....I was put on an antibiotic (Which no isnt helping with whatever I have.....) for my dog bite and now I have a wonderful yeast infection. The joys of being a damn woman.....
Someone just kill me please? Put me out of my misery....Im begging someone....