Probably not even any point in me posting yet another internet bankruptcy
but between the cold and the time change and I don't even know what my body is DOING just now I have had total sleep fail tonight and this is going to screw me up for days to come :( Well I know some of what it's doing; having failed at sleep for the last 6 hours it's going all wheezy so now I can't lie down properly either.
To the people I owe things: I am so sorry.
To anyone I talk to in the next couple days: please tell me that it's okay if I don't start painting again till I have a brain? At least the goldwork I can't undo or paint over. I will mess it up if I try. And I am so tired of not writing anything, making any art, being able to read slush, doing anything that makes me feel like a worthwhile human being, I cannot even begin to say, and it's probably going to lead to bad decisions.
Argh flail ack.
To the people I owe things: I am so sorry.
To anyone I talk to in the next couple days: please tell me that it's okay if I don't start painting again till I have a brain? At least the goldwork I can't undo or paint over. I will mess it up if I try. And I am so tired of not writing anything, making any art, being able to read slush, doing anything that makes me feel like a worthwhile human being, I cannot even begin to say, and it's probably going to lead to bad decisions.
Argh flail ack.