Grounded, Whats New?
Welp I'm grounded until January 4th. Why you should ask? Oh nothing big (but hey dont tell that to my mom) I pierced my ears. OH MY FUCKING GOD! right?
So yeah grounded. I cant watch tv, play video games, talk on the phone, go on the compy (eh heheheheheheheh), hang out with friends in ANY way, go to church, talk to my sister, write letters to people (thats communication), or go outside. I CANT EVEN GO FUCKING OUTSIDE!! WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?!?! --**
Guess what I did yesterday? All day? I did word searches in a big word search book I found and listened to music in my office. Then I did homework. So exciting and fun eh? Well the way my mom found out was after we went golfing, we were sitting in chairs next to each other and I turned my head to look at something and she saw my ears. Then when we were driving home she started to yell and scream at me about how I was a horrible person, never respected her, that I was so selfish and didnt care about anyone except myself and my friends, how I was the worst daughter in the world, etc etc etc. And then she grounded me a week for every hole. So I couldnt go to Tj and Toppers concert last night at Swayzes, I couldnt hang out with Jess or Alexis, and now I cant see or even fucking talk to Derek until January.
I'm so pissed off! I mean as soon as things were going good in my life, she has to go off and freak out about stupid shit and fuck everything up AGAIN! I cant wait till I graduate so I can get out of this hell hole for good!! I mean does she HAVE to ask why I hate living in this house??! BECAUSE YOURE LIVING WITH ME YOU FUCKING BITCH!!! THATS THE FUCK WHY!!! So now I'm isolated from everything and everyone! I had to sneak onto the compy when she went for a walk because she said if she ever caught me doing something "violating" the rules, she would add another week on my grounding! DAMMIT! Does she think that this is helping our problems and makes me love her? HELL NO! God she is such a fucking dumbass! How in the hell did I manage to get HER as a fucking mom? Jess pierced her ears and all her parents said (after the 9th hole) was "dont do anymore". And here I am in fucking hell with the biggest demon of them all breathing down my neck and watching my every move! I mean what the fucking hell is wrong with that bitch? Im a nice person, I dont make bad grades, I dont do fucking drugs, or have sex, or get drunk, or anything! I mean Im a good kid and she wants to try and tell me Im not????? pssh!!
I want to run away again. I want to pack another bag and get the hell out of J-boro. I want to live with someone else! I'm tired of her bullshit and trying to run my life! She knows I hate that and yet she's still pressing on. I mean what the fuck douche-bag, youre making me hate you even more than before! This is why I want to run away! This is why I want to kill you! This is why I hate coming home and being around you! This is why I cant wait till I grow up and get to move out! Because of YOU!
No More ♥ Bunny
So yeah grounded. I cant watch tv, play video games, talk on the phone, go on the compy (eh heheheheheheheh), hang out with friends in ANY way, go to church, talk to my sister, write letters to people (thats communication), or go outside. I CANT EVEN GO FUCKING OUTSIDE!! WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?!?! --**
Guess what I did yesterday? All day? I did word searches in a big word search book I found and listened to music in my office. Then I did homework. So exciting and fun eh? Well the way my mom found out was after we went golfing, we were sitting in chairs next to each other and I turned my head to look at something and she saw my ears. Then when we were driving home she started to yell and scream at me about how I was a horrible person, never respected her, that I was so selfish and didnt care about anyone except myself and my friends, how I was the worst daughter in the world, etc etc etc. And then she grounded me a week for every hole. So I couldnt go to Tj and Toppers concert last night at Swayzes, I couldnt hang out with Jess or Alexis, and now I cant see or even fucking talk to Derek until January.
I'm so pissed off! I mean as soon as things were going good in my life, she has to go off and freak out about stupid shit and fuck everything up AGAIN! I cant wait till I graduate so I can get out of this hell hole for good!! I mean does she HAVE to ask why I hate living in this house??! BECAUSE YOURE LIVING WITH ME YOU FUCKING BITCH!!! THATS THE FUCK WHY!!! So now I'm isolated from everything and everyone! I had to sneak onto the compy when she went for a walk because she said if she ever caught me doing something "violating" the rules, she would add another week on my grounding! DAMMIT! Does she think that this is helping our problems and makes me love her? HELL NO! God she is such a fucking dumbass! How in the hell did I manage to get HER as a fucking mom? Jess pierced her ears and all her parents said (after the 9th hole) was "dont do anymore". And here I am in fucking hell with the biggest demon of them all breathing down my neck and watching my every move! I mean what the fucking hell is wrong with that bitch? Im a nice person, I dont make bad grades, I dont do fucking drugs, or have sex, or get drunk, or anything! I mean Im a good kid and she wants to try and tell me Im not????? pssh!!
I want to run away again. I want to pack another bag and get the hell out of J-boro. I want to live with someone else! I'm tired of her bullshit and trying to run my life! She knows I hate that and yet she's still pressing on. I mean what the fuck douche-bag, youre making me hate you even more than before! This is why I want to run away! This is why I want to kill you! This is why I hate coming home and being around you! This is why I cant wait till I grow up and get to move out! Because of YOU!
No More ♥ Bunny