A New Perspective
I've realized a few things in the past few hours. One is this: I am an unfair person. I have been unfair to my best friend in expecting him to understand me. For heaven's sake! He's a dude! He's never fully going to understand my mind no matter how well we know each other, and it's silly of me to expect him to act a certain way to appease me. I. Am. Ridiculous. Chances are, I will continue to be ridiculous, but with a different perspective.
Also this, I say I'm moving to Russia for two years. Chances are also that I will only be there for maybe a year or a year and a half. I will try to do as God wills, and if it weren't for all the prayers of those around me, I would think I might have made a mistake now. I know God is having me leave for a good reason, and we need to grow. I will wait. God knows. I just have to be patient...I don't know how long this optimism will last though...HA!
I'm really going to miss my roommate. Sad panda for sure. Sometimes I feel like crying, but I'm not going to. I'm going to stay strong, by golly! I have it really good here.
Are ambitions a sin? All ambitions affect the lives of those closest to you, so are my ambitions a sin if they create negative situations for someone else?
Also this, I say I'm moving to Russia for two years. Chances are also that I will only be there for maybe a year or a year and a half. I will try to do as God wills, and if it weren't for all the prayers of those around me, I would think I might have made a mistake now. I know God is having me leave for a good reason, and we need to grow. I will wait. God knows. I just have to be patient...I don't know how long this optimism will last though...HA!
I'm really going to miss my roommate. Sad panda for sure. Sometimes I feel like crying, but I'm not going to. I'm going to stay strong, by golly! I have it really good here.
Are ambitions a sin? All ambitions affect the lives of those closest to you, so are my ambitions a sin if they create negative situations for someone else?