Nov 10, 2005 06:40
Fucking 6:40 in the morning.. It feels like I got the whole world on my shoulders like everyone and I are stepping toe to toe like im always crossing some line. I seriosuly feel like I'm in some war with myself. I always think about the person i destroyed when its the little girl I helped build. World's a scarey thing men and women be careful what you wish for and always watch your back elevate your own life look out for none but yourself. Choose your battles careful and NEVER pull yourself into problems only put problems on yourself. but always remember doing the right thing isn't always the right thing. Dont let what im saying get twisted, just think about your life as i sit here thinking about mine, and were YOU want to take it don't be like most my so called friends and pull yourself into a vortex of never ending calamity and dispare. When you fall pisk yourself up be the soilder who never blows his compulsher, set an example in life be the leader. Isnt it funny how parents tel lyou to be the leader but you have to be a follower to become a leader and you have to give respect to get it. Live life like its your last your parents tell you one thing do another cause that day/night could be your last.
Somthing about this women I know I just can't seem to get over, it's inevitable it really is i swear.
Be strong...
take your life,
it's yours.