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[shw33t_kisses]

In looking at my future, and god, do i have to lose her ?

i miss her to death<3
but things dont just undo. nor do they just go away.
and suddenly, when i realize what happened, will never undo itself and that i think ive lost it forever, nothing seems to matter anymore.
and it seems like..
all i really want
is an explanation;
and an apology.