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on another note, im done...
im done with all of you, and im done with this drama.
you say you give me til the end of the month?
thats nice. do whatever you want. makes no difference to me.
you chose this road, now you deal with it.
i dont need your drama and you'd think you would realize this.
i havent returned any messages, i havent answered anything,
for almost two weeks now.
dont you think thats a hint, a big slap in the face? anything?
you cant worm your way back in my life.
im clearly not letting you.
if you havent noticed.
im done with all the fake smiles and laughs.
im done with anyone who just plainly needs to grow up.
and need to realize that they are hurting the people they call "friends".
thats it. im done. thats just it. i dont need you or anyone else.
all i need, i have::
~boyfriend, jordan, because your the greatest to me, and you treat me like there isnt another person in the world... i do miss you and wish i saw you more often, but like karlie said, i should appreciate what i have and shouldnt complain that i dont get to see you as much.
~bestfriend, jess, your great. you tell it like it is and you mean alot to me. you dont really let me down and when you do i dont mind as much. i trust you with everything and trust you to tell me when im being stupid. you dont put up with my shit, like i dont put up with yours. you keep me up when im about to fall down. thankyou babygirl.
~bestfriend#2, karlie, your amazing. you came into my life so fast, and under weird circumstances.. but you've become someone i consider so close. i trust you with alot, when i can hardly trust my so-called "friends". im glad that i found you, someone that can listen to my bitch and complain, and someone that can help me with my problems. you know im here for you through everything right now, and i cant wait for ultrasound on thursday!!<3 plus, im always here to tell you when you need to be careful and not stress yourself too much. i cant wait for sweet hangouts on saturday, either <3 love you !
~mommy-deanna, i love you so much. your there for me when i need an older, wiser person to talk to. you give me good advice and i never mind when you become "mommy-deanna". i enjoy it, quite frankly. you dont judge me and you try and keep me informed and keep me in line.
thanks.