I am really very broke. :( I need to go out less.
And Im quite scared of school starting. + I hate orientation and have no idea why am I signing up for it.
This is how I feel. And Jonghyun is lovely! I really need more backups in case Changmin does something shitty.
I really dread the starting of school.
And don't people change fast. I know its impossible to know what people are thinking and it scares me sometimes. People can hide the most sinister agendas. Or I dont know. It becomes difficult to trust people as you get older I guess. Sucks man. Why cant everyone be lovely and nice. I really see no need to be competitive or just treat someone nice one day and shitty the next.WHY SO COMPLICATEDDDD ARGHHH*&)#*&)#^. HATEFUL!
Im just gna be cool. At least I cant fake to like someone if I really detest them. :D
Oh what to do with life. All I want to do is just eat, sleep and oh well
good life sort of looks like that
Zzzzzz. If I could strike lottery, come across a big windfall, left by some money by some rich mysterious relative. I would spend it on food, plastic surgery, a dog and travel around the world hounding SJ and DBSK. Probably investing the remaining amt.
Best still, if I really had a lot of money, I will just buy over SM! ^^
I woke up happy today cause I dreamt of Changmin! HAHAHA! If only in uni there was some club dedicated to kpop! We could watch concert DVDs and analyse artistes, bitch massively and dissect MVs!
I will secretly youtube 蝴 蝶姐姐 cause she really very funny and she hardly appears on kxll anymore. Its v embarrassing leh after being so into kpop but she really very funnnnnny! And Show and XiaoGui lvoes her to death! ^^ I think maybe cause she host ylbfb thats why she's hardly on kxll anymore. :(
Anw, now kxll will keep interviewing those long ago artistes like Grasshoppers and mroe recently Top Twinz then I will have the image of DBSK in 10 years time looking like them in my head. What if Changmin gets married and has daughters too! Happy for him lahhhhh but you know.... Its quite a scary thought+ image.