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Sometimes, I wonder just what I'm thinking. Like, am I really as sane as I convince myself I am? Because, although I have quirks and some issues and complexes, I am convinced that I am truly and perfectly sane.
Sometimes, though, I have a hard time believing that. Like tonight, and my inability to ever STFU. I really need to rebuild the brain-mouth filter that has been missing for far too many years... I had it, and then I lost it, and now I have to rebuild it. It hasn't balanced itself out yet, and I think I realize now that I don't think it ever will unless I physically try.
So I think I'm going to vow silence for a few days... not for any point or purpose or cause other than my own good. However, I will sing, and I will answer questions in class... I just think I should take a few days off from actually casually conversing.
I think it would be good for me to try, anyway.
Please don't take this as a contest to see who can get me to talk. It's not that I'm swearing off speaking if I need to... just that I'm not going to talk unless I NEED to...
Thanks.
Sometimes, though, I have a hard time believing that. Like tonight, and my inability to ever STFU. I really need to rebuild the brain-mouth filter that has been missing for far too many years... I had it, and then I lost it, and now I have to rebuild it. It hasn't balanced itself out yet, and I think I realize now that I don't think it ever will unless I physically try.
So I think I'm going to vow silence for a few days... not for any point or purpose or cause other than my own good. However, I will sing, and I will answer questions in class... I just think I should take a few days off from actually casually conversing.
I think it would be good for me to try, anyway.
Please don't take this as a contest to see who can get me to talk. It's not that I'm swearing off speaking if I need to... just that I'm not going to talk unless I NEED to...
Thanks.