Watashi wa itsumo yasashiku, Anata wa itsumo tsuyoku
Title: Watashi wa itsumo yasashiku, Anata wa itsumo tsuyoku (the me who is always gentle, the you who is always strong)
Genre: Angst, Romance, College, Drama
Pairings: Junba(main), Sakumiya(side), yama(friends) Aibax OC( abusive boyfriend)
Rating: PG-13-NC17
Disclaimer: yes i own them now what?! *runs and hides*
Summary: 'I woke up to the worst thing I ever had experienced in my whole life. There it was lying in my bed completely naked. It had brown hair and a slim body. It’s legs were long as I looked it had a dark spot on its left shoulder. I now it was crazy party last night and people invited other people but I don’t remember seeing this thing.'
when jun wakes up he recieves the most annoying thing he has every met. it's cheerful and bright and always smiles but is that an act to cover up what it's really feeling. despite being constantly irritated he finds that the guy's arms are covered in cuts, what is it that causes him to do this.
Note: Jun POV only
I woke up to the worst thing I ever had experienced in my whole life. There it was lying in my bed completely naked. It had brown hair and a slim body. It’s legs were long as I looked it had a dark spot on its left shoulder. I now it was crazy party last night and people invited other people but I don’t remember seeing this thing.
That’s when my little brother’s best friend, Sakurai Sho came in. It was funny I always loved seeing this man even if he was a friend to my brother. His body was just so god damn sexy and as long as my brother knows he’s just some dude that my little brother is hanging out with, to me. “So…who’s that?” Sho rubbed his eyes. “Like hell if I know.” I snorted.
Sho looked at me before turning around. “Where’s that little brat?” I asked referring to my brother and he just turned around smiling “he’s at school he texted me to tell you to get your life together.” Sho said and left. I swear I’m gonna strangle that little punk.
But then that problem of mine started to move. It looked at me blinking before smiling and hugging me. “w-what the hell is your problem?!” I shouted pushing it off of me. I looked at it. It had slight muscles and it’s junior was standing making me irritated so I pushed him out of my bed. “Fuck off!!” I shouted.
Later that day I was sitting in my psychology class listening to nothing when I saw something familiar. I saw that thing from that morning sitting there looking focused to the board. He turned and caught me looking at him and he smiled. My heart skipped and I ignored and went back to texting that hot girl from yesterday.
When I got out of that class, that thing came up to me “hi!” he smiled a wide and disgustingly bright smile. “What the hell do you want?” I asked and he just looked at me “you don’t remember last night?” he asked and I looked at him. “What?” I asked and I could tell that I sounded pissed by his expression “oh, well nothing really we just made out.” He had said smiling at me.
I looked at him and he was handsome, I guess, but he was too weird. “Then how exactly did you end up naked in my bed?” I tried sounding rude to turn him off. “Oh well,” he started scratching his ear “that happens when I get drunk a lot.” He then smiled at me. In all honesty I couldn’t care less so I walked away. However I could feel that idiot was following me.
I quickly grew irritated “can you back the hell off!” I shouted and he stopped “but I was going to class.” He said confused and I could feel my cheeks turn bright red. “Am I disturbing you?” he asked and I rolled my eyes walking faster. When I stopped I could feel someone bump hard into my back. I immediately got pissed and turned around to see that clown on the floor rubbing his head. “S-sorry.” He smiled and I just can't believe just how stupid this idiot can be.
I was irritated for one reason. This idiot was following me everywhere today and it seems like he’ll be doing that forever. When school was over it seemed like I finally lost him. And that’s when I saw Sakurai and I ran over and slapped his butt. “Hey there cutie.” I flirted and he only smiled “hey you know your brother just saw that right?” he said and I turned to see that little brat looking at me evilly.
I could care less “yo.” I waved and that runt came up to me and pushed me away from Sho. “Don’t touch him like that!” he yelled. I laughed “and why can't I?” I asked I mean it’s not like he’s the boss of me and that’s when he called himself glaring at me “he’s my boyfriend that’s why.” He said. I looked at Sho who was smiling at him with a smile he never showed me. I can't believe it.
That little brat is going out with Sho. Sho could do so much better than him. I snorted and walked away. When I arrived at my dorm I looked down the hall to see someone was on the ground. At first I ignored until I heard sobbing. I looked over again and slowly walked over to the person. When I tapped their shoulder I saw that weirdo, that followed me all day, crying with bruises on his lip and eye but then he smiled.
He quickly rubbed his eyes and that’s when I noticed something else. There were cuts and bruises on his arm. “Sorry, I guess I’m in your way huh?” he said getting up and I don’t know why but I stopped him. He looked at me confused and I just drug him into my room. “Sit there.” I pointed to my bed as I slumped down into the chair next to my desk.
Now that I think about it I don’t even know his name. I looked up to see him holding his knees and burying his face. I thought it was strange but when I called to him he didn’t respond so I didn’t push it. Before I knew I guess I was snoozing when I jumped out of my sleep and looked around to see no one was there. I got up and went to the bathroom unzipping my pants when I found that weirdo on my toilet “ah!” he screamed covering himself.
“Why the hell didn’t you lock the door?!” I shouted and he looked at me and that when I noticed he was still wearing his clothes and that’s when I saw blood on the floor. I quickly grabbed his wrist and looked at it. There were three new cuts that were still bleeding.
I wanted fucking cuss him out but I had a friend do this before and I know that even if it’s sick there's a reason they do that. “Why are you doing this?” I asked trying to calm down. “I…..” he looked down and I waited for an answer when he started crying. “It helps the pain on the inside come out.” He said and I just looked at him. He dried his tears with his free arm before smiling at me again. “Sorry I’ll clean up quickly.” He said freeing his wrist from my grip.
I don’t know why but I grabbed him and I stared at his eyes. They twinkled with confusion and not fear which most people would express being snatched like that. And somehow I felt myself being pulled towards him as our lips touched. Why the hell am I doing this? I quickly pulled away and let go of him when I saw him look at me and just smiled. I don’t understand why that just made my heart beat faster.
A/N: first junba fic, so yoroshiku. jun still doesnt even know aiba's name yet he kisses him twice in the last twent four hours. and nino is his little brother, who doesnt seem to be found of. so enjoy and share thoughts. quick announcement this will only be updated once a week.
Genre: Angst, Romance, College, Drama
Pairings: Junba(main), Sakumiya(side), yama(friends) Aibax OC( abusive boyfriend)
Rating: PG-13-NC17
Disclaimer: yes i own them now what?! *runs and hides*
Summary: 'I woke up to the worst thing I ever had experienced in my whole life. There it was lying in my bed completely naked. It had brown hair and a slim body. It’s legs were long as I looked it had a dark spot on its left shoulder. I now it was crazy party last night and people invited other people but I don’t remember seeing this thing.'
when jun wakes up he recieves the most annoying thing he has every met. it's cheerful and bright and always smiles but is that an act to cover up what it's really feeling. despite being constantly irritated he finds that the guy's arms are covered in cuts, what is it that causes him to do this.
Note: Jun POV only
I woke up to the worst thing I ever had experienced in my whole life. There it was lying in my bed completely naked. It had brown hair and a slim body. It’s legs were long as I looked it had a dark spot on its left shoulder. I now it was crazy party last night and people invited other people but I don’t remember seeing this thing.
That’s when my little brother’s best friend, Sakurai Sho came in. It was funny I always loved seeing this man even if he was a friend to my brother. His body was just so god damn sexy and as long as my brother knows he’s just some dude that my little brother is hanging out with, to me. “So…who’s that?” Sho rubbed his eyes. “Like hell if I know.” I snorted.
Sho looked at me before turning around. “Where’s that little brat?” I asked referring to my brother and he just turned around smiling “he’s at school he texted me to tell you to get your life together.” Sho said and left. I swear I’m gonna strangle that little punk.
But then that problem of mine started to move. It looked at me blinking before smiling and hugging me. “w-what the hell is your problem?!” I shouted pushing it off of me. I looked at it. It had slight muscles and it’s junior was standing making me irritated so I pushed him out of my bed. “Fuck off!!” I shouted.
Later that day I was sitting in my psychology class listening to nothing when I saw something familiar. I saw that thing from that morning sitting there looking focused to the board. He turned and caught me looking at him and he smiled. My heart skipped and I ignored and went back to texting that hot girl from yesterday.
When I got out of that class, that thing came up to me “hi!” he smiled a wide and disgustingly bright smile. “What the hell do you want?” I asked and he just looked at me “you don’t remember last night?” he asked and I looked at him. “What?” I asked and I could tell that I sounded pissed by his expression “oh, well nothing really we just made out.” He had said smiling at me.
I looked at him and he was handsome, I guess, but he was too weird. “Then how exactly did you end up naked in my bed?” I tried sounding rude to turn him off. “Oh well,” he started scratching his ear “that happens when I get drunk a lot.” He then smiled at me. In all honesty I couldn’t care less so I walked away. However I could feel that idiot was following me.
I quickly grew irritated “can you back the hell off!” I shouted and he stopped “but I was going to class.” He said confused and I could feel my cheeks turn bright red. “Am I disturbing you?” he asked and I rolled my eyes walking faster. When I stopped I could feel someone bump hard into my back. I immediately got pissed and turned around to see that clown on the floor rubbing his head. “S-sorry.” He smiled and I just can't believe just how stupid this idiot can be.
I was irritated for one reason. This idiot was following me everywhere today and it seems like he’ll be doing that forever. When school was over it seemed like I finally lost him. And that’s when I saw Sakurai and I ran over and slapped his butt. “Hey there cutie.” I flirted and he only smiled “hey you know your brother just saw that right?” he said and I turned to see that little brat looking at me evilly.
I could care less “yo.” I waved and that runt came up to me and pushed me away from Sho. “Don’t touch him like that!” he yelled. I laughed “and why can't I?” I asked I mean it’s not like he’s the boss of me and that’s when he called himself glaring at me “he’s my boyfriend that’s why.” He said. I looked at Sho who was smiling at him with a smile he never showed me. I can't believe it.
That little brat is going out with Sho. Sho could do so much better than him. I snorted and walked away. When I arrived at my dorm I looked down the hall to see someone was on the ground. At first I ignored until I heard sobbing. I looked over again and slowly walked over to the person. When I tapped their shoulder I saw that weirdo, that followed me all day, crying with bruises on his lip and eye but then he smiled.
He quickly rubbed his eyes and that’s when I noticed something else. There were cuts and bruises on his arm. “Sorry, I guess I’m in your way huh?” he said getting up and I don’t know why but I stopped him. He looked at me confused and I just drug him into my room. “Sit there.” I pointed to my bed as I slumped down into the chair next to my desk.
Now that I think about it I don’t even know his name. I looked up to see him holding his knees and burying his face. I thought it was strange but when I called to him he didn’t respond so I didn’t push it. Before I knew I guess I was snoozing when I jumped out of my sleep and looked around to see no one was there. I got up and went to the bathroom unzipping my pants when I found that weirdo on my toilet “ah!” he screamed covering himself.
“Why the hell didn’t you lock the door?!” I shouted and he looked at me and that when I noticed he was still wearing his clothes and that’s when I saw blood on the floor. I quickly grabbed his wrist and looked at it. There were three new cuts that were still bleeding.
I wanted fucking cuss him out but I had a friend do this before and I know that even if it’s sick there's a reason they do that. “Why are you doing this?” I asked trying to calm down. “I…..” he looked down and I waited for an answer when he started crying. “It helps the pain on the inside come out.” He said and I just looked at him. He dried his tears with his free arm before smiling at me again. “Sorry I’ll clean up quickly.” He said freeing his wrist from my grip.
I don’t know why but I grabbed him and I stared at his eyes. They twinkled with confusion and not fear which most people would express being snatched like that. And somehow I felt myself being pulled towards him as our lips touched. Why the hell am I doing this? I quickly pulled away and let go of him when I saw him look at me and just smiled. I don’t understand why that just made my heart beat faster.
A/N: first junba fic, so yoroshiku. jun still doesnt even know aiba's name yet he kisses him twice in the last twent four hours. and nino is his little brother, who doesnt seem to be found of. so enjoy and share thoughts. quick announcement this will only be updated once a week.