cross the line into our strange love chap2
Title: Cross the Line into Our Strange Love
Genre: angst, romance, smut, incest
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Rating NC-17
Disclaimer: COMPLETELY FICTION! *puts hands up* don't shoot me!
Summary: those feelings were always there. no matter how wrong it was Masaki wanted to be with his little brother. he crossed too many lines to go back. knowing it's wrong but still not wanting to stop but it's not like his brother wants him to stop either. can this still be considered real love instead of just another wrongly lust?
Note: requested by masaki82, here you go love~ it might not be perfect
Masaki turned over to feel a warm spot in the bed but no Sho. He opened his eyes and looked around the room. He was still on the couch which earned him a neck pain. He sat up to see Sho in the kitchen in an apron. “Sho-chan?” he rubbed his forehead as the younger turning around quickly, “Nii-chan!” he shouted smiling as if he wasn't just cuddling to his waist thirty minutes ago. “I fixed breakfast.” Masaki smiled at his cute little brother.
Every day for some months that was their routine. Masaki would come home and Sho would kiss him. They would eat and then fuck at night only for Masaki to wake up to Sho's breakfast but today was different. Today Masaki and Sho were going to go on a date. As Sho hung onto Masaki, Masaki saw how the other high school boys had a normal girlfriend. He felt guilty like he was keeping Sho from a normal love life.
They did enjoy their date but when they got home Sho felt something wrong. Masaki went straight to bed making the younger worry. Sho opened the door to Masaki's room. Not knowing that Masaki was crying. Crying at the fact that he was in love with his brother and that he was keeping him from a normal life. He rather Sho have a normal relationship. He doesn’t want Sho to deal with having a brother as his lover.
How can you tell your friends that your boyfriend is your brother. It was bad enough that they were both guys but the fact they was blood made it worst. Sho got into bed with Masaki making the older jump “don’t cry.” Sho said soothingly rubbing Masaki's back. Masaki rolled over to face Sho and buried his face into the younger’s chest. Sho don’t know what happened or why Masaki was crying but he just ran his long fingers through Masaki's brown hair lovingly until the taller man fell asleep.
When he woke up he saw Sho sleeping soundly. He just stood up and walked out the room. He decided to stop. To stop loving his brother as a lover instead of a brother thinking it was best for Sho. He went to work early to avoid Sho for now. When he came home he saw Sho who just smiled at him “okaeri!” he run up to Masaki and hugged his neck aiming to kiss his lips when his brother gently rejected “I’m a little tired.” He lied and went to his room.
He could feel his own heart ache but it was best for Sho-chan not for him. He laid in his bed when Sho came in. “Did I do something wrong?” Sho asked and Masaki just looked at him. “No. I did.” He said massaging his temple “Well what did you do?” Sho asked and Masaki said nothing so the younger left it alone.
Sho didn’t know what exactly but he knew something was wrong. Every time he goes to kiss Masaki he turns away and every time he tries to get in bed with him he is scolded for being too old to sleep with him. He dint like Masaki not paying attention to him.
He was at school deep in his thoughts when his friends, Jun, Ohno and Nino came up to him. “What’s wrong Sho?” Nino asked sitting next to the boy “My brother has been ignoring me.” Sho said and Ohno, his best friend since preschool knew about their relationship “Well did you ask what was wrong?” Jun asked. He was the youngest out of the bunch and had a crush on Sho.
“He won't tell me. All he would say was it something that he did.” Sho looked pitiful. “Has he been avoiding kissing or touching you?” Ohno asked and the others looked at him weirdly but Sho nodded regardless “maybe he…” Ohno looked off to the side and Sho looked at him. “Maybe he found someone new.” Ohno said and Sho's eyes widened. “So he doesn’t love me anymore?” Sho said looking down with a sad look. “How about we test that theory?” Nino said getting a clue of what was going on.
And so the boys came up with a plan to have Sho making out with Jun and to see if Masaki still had feelings for Sho or if not. Sho told them what time Masaki came home and that’s when things went into action. They had Jun play the mock boyfriend since he really was the only one out of the three who liked Sho.
Nino and Ohno hid within Sho's room when they heard Masaki walking up the stairs. Sho and Jun kissed before Jun totally took over and it was timed perfectly as Masaki opened the door to see the younger boy on top of his brother. He stood there in shock. He could his heart hurt as he felt, rage, sadness and embarrassment all at once. “Sorry didn’t know you had company.” He bit his lip and left. Sho broke the kiss to watch his brother run away.
Ohno and Nino came out of hiding and all boys sat on Sho's bed as he looked down. “He still loves you.” Ohno said and Nino nodded while playing his game. Jun still didn’t understand what was going on “But I think he’s trying to restrain himself because he is your brother.” Ohno said and Sho looked at him “you already know what the society thinks of gays and incest. That combined you’ll be rejected by most people.” Ohno said and Nino nodded in agreement.
Jun sat up “wait! You and your brother?” he looked at Sho with a shocked face and Sho looked at him and nodded. “So you guys kiss each other like we just did?” Jun asked and Sho nodded “they have sex too.” Nino said “where do you think those hickeys come from?” he added and Jun looked at Sho “t-that’s-” “disgusting?” Sho cut him off “I already know but it’s also considered disgusting to kiss a guy so don’t judge me please.” Sho said getting up.
“Sho-chan maybe you should try talking to him.” Ohno said and Sho nodded. All the boys except, Jun who felt disgusted, left the room. Sho crept the door opened to see Masaki sitting on his bed holding his head. “Masa-Nii-chan?” Sho called out scaring the older man. It was evident that he was crying. Sho felt relived even if he didn’t like seeing Masaki like this.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to interrupt you and your boyfriend.” Masaki said quickly wiping his tears “h-he’s not my boyfriend he was a friend although I'm not sure now.” Sho said and looked at Masaki again “can we talk?” he asked and Masaki scooted over making room for Sho. Sho left the door slightly cracked for Ohno and Nino to observe.
Sho sat close to Masaki and placed his head on his brother’s shoulder. “Why have you’ve been avoiding me?” Sho asked and Masaki said nothing. When Sho saw him trying to look away he quickly grabbed his face and kissed his plump lips. Nino and Ohno watched as Ohno was on Nino's back who was crouching down on the floor. Both boys gasped watching their friend forget that they said TALK not MAKEOUT.
But Masaki who tried his hardest to resist Sho gave in and grabbed Sho's hair and kissed him back. Soon their tongues wrestled each other as Sho moved himself onto Masaki's hips and started grinding against him quickly forgetting his friends watching. Nino gasped as he could easily feel a bulge form in his pants and it was tight but what really got him was feeling something poking his butt.
He looked over his shoulder to see the same blank face of Ohno's, lacking all emotion. “Toshi, you’re poking me.” Nino said but Ohno wasn't listening still watching the scene in front of him “Toshi!” Nino whispered loudly bringing the older boy back “huh? Oh sorry.” He said but he didn’t move instead he hugged Nino's waist who just rolled his eyes and went back to watching Sho and Masaki. Now Sho was on top of Masaki who laid on his back. His friends were frozen as they now noticed that Sho and Masaki had quickly loss their clothes and Masaki was holding onto Sho's hips as he rocked his hips. Soon the younger boy started bouncing up and down throwing his head back.
Nino lips parted watching the couple having sex and soon he felt himself pulling his own member and pulling on the skin. He however didn’t expect for Ohno to touch him and jerk him off. He tried holding in his moans as the older boy jerked on his skin. Ohno back up and pulled his own member out and started pulling on his skin as well.
Sho and Masaki were moaning loudly until Sho came and Masaki came as well. The two boys watching the scene had a mess of their own to deal with. As Sho caressed Masaki's cheek remembered his friends and quickly looked back to the door. Masaki sat up and moved from his spot “we can't do this.” He said and Sho shot his attention back to his brother. “I can't do this anymore.” He said biting his lip “you need to live a normal life. And I’m taking that away from you.” Sho looked at him confused.
“I’m going to leave.” He announced and Sho could feel his heart being pierced. “But why? Why do you want to leave?” Sho asked and Masaki looked at him “because this is wrong. You don’t need me to further ruin your life. You deserve som-” “NO!” Sho screamed jumping onto his brother “I want you! I don’t need anybody else!” he screamed with tears running down his face.
Masaki turned his head to the side as he tried pushing Sho off him. “No! NO!” Sho continued to scream as Masaki tried walking away “please don’t leave me!” Sho cried but his brother threw his hand off of him. He opened the door telling Sho he should leave. Sho tears covered his face but he knew when he wasn't wanted. He got up and threw his pants on.
He needed to find Ohno and Nino since they have disappeared and he needs someone right now. He went into his living room following the noises and found Nino and Ohno making out. Ohno had stopped and looked up to see Sho's face. “Sho-chan what’s wrong?” Ohno asked worryingly and more tears flooded Sho's face “H-he’s, he’s!” he fell down to the floor crying.
Ohno and Nino rushed to Sho's side patting and rubbing his back. “He’s leaving me!” Sho cried hugging his knees and the shorter two looked at each other when Jun came into the room. He walked over to Sho and hugged him. The older boy still cried but he hugged Jun back. Masaki in the other room bit his lip trying not to think of Sho's tear stained face trying to convince himself that it was for Sho’s sake.
He figured Sho would recover fast because he’s young but he was wrong Sho would had locked his heart from everybody else and only kept it opened for Masaki. Masaki didn’t know that Sho had already planned on spending his life with Masaki. Ohno and Nino knew exactly how Sho felt, because they were in a similar situation. Jun hugged Sho tight planning on filling the empty space in his heart that Masaki just left behind. Which he might not be able to do no matter how hard he tries.
A/N: whew! this is longer than i expected. so masaki thinks he's doing sho justice but is he really? is he just hurting himself and his baby brother. and what is nino's and ohno's situation and how is it similar to sho's. and what do jun plan on doing to sho now that masaki's out of the equation? all these questions might be answered in the last chap.
Genre: angst, romance, smut, incest
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Rating NC-17
Disclaimer: COMPLETELY FICTION! *puts hands up* don't shoot me!
Summary: those feelings were always there. no matter how wrong it was Masaki wanted to be with his little brother. he crossed too many lines to go back. knowing it's wrong but still not wanting to stop but it's not like his brother wants him to stop either. can this still be considered real love instead of just another wrongly lust?
Note: requested by masaki82, here you go love~ it might not be perfect
Masaki turned over to feel a warm spot in the bed but no Sho. He opened his eyes and looked around the room. He was still on the couch which earned him a neck pain. He sat up to see Sho in the kitchen in an apron. “Sho-chan?” he rubbed his forehead as the younger turning around quickly, “Nii-chan!” he shouted smiling as if he wasn't just cuddling to his waist thirty minutes ago. “I fixed breakfast.” Masaki smiled at his cute little brother.
Every day for some months that was their routine. Masaki would come home and Sho would kiss him. They would eat and then fuck at night only for Masaki to wake up to Sho's breakfast but today was different. Today Masaki and Sho were going to go on a date. As Sho hung onto Masaki, Masaki saw how the other high school boys had a normal girlfriend. He felt guilty like he was keeping Sho from a normal love life.
They did enjoy their date but when they got home Sho felt something wrong. Masaki went straight to bed making the younger worry. Sho opened the door to Masaki's room. Not knowing that Masaki was crying. Crying at the fact that he was in love with his brother and that he was keeping him from a normal life. He rather Sho have a normal relationship. He doesn’t want Sho to deal with having a brother as his lover.
How can you tell your friends that your boyfriend is your brother. It was bad enough that they were both guys but the fact they was blood made it worst. Sho got into bed with Masaki making the older jump “don’t cry.” Sho said soothingly rubbing Masaki's back. Masaki rolled over to face Sho and buried his face into the younger’s chest. Sho don’t know what happened or why Masaki was crying but he just ran his long fingers through Masaki's brown hair lovingly until the taller man fell asleep.
When he woke up he saw Sho sleeping soundly. He just stood up and walked out the room. He decided to stop. To stop loving his brother as a lover instead of a brother thinking it was best for Sho. He went to work early to avoid Sho for now. When he came home he saw Sho who just smiled at him “okaeri!” he run up to Masaki and hugged his neck aiming to kiss his lips when his brother gently rejected “I’m a little tired.” He lied and went to his room.
He could feel his own heart ache but it was best for Sho-chan not for him. He laid in his bed when Sho came in. “Did I do something wrong?” Sho asked and Masaki just looked at him. “No. I did.” He said massaging his temple “Well what did you do?” Sho asked and Masaki said nothing so the younger left it alone.
Sho didn’t know what exactly but he knew something was wrong. Every time he goes to kiss Masaki he turns away and every time he tries to get in bed with him he is scolded for being too old to sleep with him. He dint like Masaki not paying attention to him.
He was at school deep in his thoughts when his friends, Jun, Ohno and Nino came up to him. “What’s wrong Sho?” Nino asked sitting next to the boy “My brother has been ignoring me.” Sho said and Ohno, his best friend since preschool knew about their relationship “Well did you ask what was wrong?” Jun asked. He was the youngest out of the bunch and had a crush on Sho.
“He won't tell me. All he would say was it something that he did.” Sho looked pitiful. “Has he been avoiding kissing or touching you?” Ohno asked and the others looked at him weirdly but Sho nodded regardless “maybe he…” Ohno looked off to the side and Sho looked at him. “Maybe he found someone new.” Ohno said and Sho's eyes widened. “So he doesn’t love me anymore?” Sho said looking down with a sad look. “How about we test that theory?” Nino said getting a clue of what was going on.
And so the boys came up with a plan to have Sho making out with Jun and to see if Masaki still had feelings for Sho or if not. Sho told them what time Masaki came home and that’s when things went into action. They had Jun play the mock boyfriend since he really was the only one out of the three who liked Sho.
Nino and Ohno hid within Sho's room when they heard Masaki walking up the stairs. Sho and Jun kissed before Jun totally took over and it was timed perfectly as Masaki opened the door to see the younger boy on top of his brother. He stood there in shock. He could his heart hurt as he felt, rage, sadness and embarrassment all at once. “Sorry didn’t know you had company.” He bit his lip and left. Sho broke the kiss to watch his brother run away.
Ohno and Nino came out of hiding and all boys sat on Sho's bed as he looked down. “He still loves you.” Ohno said and Nino nodded while playing his game. Jun still didn’t understand what was going on “But I think he’s trying to restrain himself because he is your brother.” Ohno said and Sho looked at him “you already know what the society thinks of gays and incest. That combined you’ll be rejected by most people.” Ohno said and Nino nodded in agreement.
Jun sat up “wait! You and your brother?” he looked at Sho with a shocked face and Sho looked at him and nodded. “So you guys kiss each other like we just did?” Jun asked and Sho nodded “they have sex too.” Nino said “where do you think those hickeys come from?” he added and Jun looked at Sho “t-that’s-” “disgusting?” Sho cut him off “I already know but it’s also considered disgusting to kiss a guy so don’t judge me please.” Sho said getting up.
“Sho-chan maybe you should try talking to him.” Ohno said and Sho nodded. All the boys except, Jun who felt disgusted, left the room. Sho crept the door opened to see Masaki sitting on his bed holding his head. “Masa-Nii-chan?” Sho called out scaring the older man. It was evident that he was crying. Sho felt relived even if he didn’t like seeing Masaki like this.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to interrupt you and your boyfriend.” Masaki said quickly wiping his tears “h-he’s not my boyfriend he was a friend although I'm not sure now.” Sho said and looked at Masaki again “can we talk?” he asked and Masaki scooted over making room for Sho. Sho left the door slightly cracked for Ohno and Nino to observe.
Sho sat close to Masaki and placed his head on his brother’s shoulder. “Why have you’ve been avoiding me?” Sho asked and Masaki said nothing. When Sho saw him trying to look away he quickly grabbed his face and kissed his plump lips. Nino and Ohno watched as Ohno was on Nino's back who was crouching down on the floor. Both boys gasped watching their friend forget that they said TALK not MAKEOUT.
But Masaki who tried his hardest to resist Sho gave in and grabbed Sho's hair and kissed him back. Soon their tongues wrestled each other as Sho moved himself onto Masaki's hips and started grinding against him quickly forgetting his friends watching. Nino gasped as he could easily feel a bulge form in his pants and it was tight but what really got him was feeling something poking his butt.
He looked over his shoulder to see the same blank face of Ohno's, lacking all emotion. “Toshi, you’re poking me.” Nino said but Ohno wasn't listening still watching the scene in front of him “Toshi!” Nino whispered loudly bringing the older boy back “huh? Oh sorry.” He said but he didn’t move instead he hugged Nino's waist who just rolled his eyes and went back to watching Sho and Masaki. Now Sho was on top of Masaki who laid on his back. His friends were frozen as they now noticed that Sho and Masaki had quickly loss their clothes and Masaki was holding onto Sho's hips as he rocked his hips. Soon the younger boy started bouncing up and down throwing his head back.
Nino lips parted watching the couple having sex and soon he felt himself pulling his own member and pulling on the skin. He however didn’t expect for Ohno to touch him and jerk him off. He tried holding in his moans as the older boy jerked on his skin. Ohno back up and pulled his own member out and started pulling on his skin as well.
Sho and Masaki were moaning loudly until Sho came and Masaki came as well. The two boys watching the scene had a mess of their own to deal with. As Sho caressed Masaki's cheek remembered his friends and quickly looked back to the door. Masaki sat up and moved from his spot “we can't do this.” He said and Sho shot his attention back to his brother. “I can't do this anymore.” He said biting his lip “you need to live a normal life. And I’m taking that away from you.” Sho looked at him confused.
“I’m going to leave.” He announced and Sho could feel his heart being pierced. “But why? Why do you want to leave?” Sho asked and Masaki looked at him “because this is wrong. You don’t need me to further ruin your life. You deserve som-” “NO!” Sho screamed jumping onto his brother “I want you! I don’t need anybody else!” he screamed with tears running down his face.
Masaki turned his head to the side as he tried pushing Sho off him. “No! NO!” Sho continued to scream as Masaki tried walking away “please don’t leave me!” Sho cried but his brother threw his hand off of him. He opened the door telling Sho he should leave. Sho tears covered his face but he knew when he wasn't wanted. He got up and threw his pants on.
He needed to find Ohno and Nino since they have disappeared and he needs someone right now. He went into his living room following the noises and found Nino and Ohno making out. Ohno had stopped and looked up to see Sho's face. “Sho-chan what’s wrong?” Ohno asked worryingly and more tears flooded Sho's face “H-he’s, he’s!” he fell down to the floor crying.
Ohno and Nino rushed to Sho's side patting and rubbing his back. “He’s leaving me!” Sho cried hugging his knees and the shorter two looked at each other when Jun came into the room. He walked over to Sho and hugged him. The older boy still cried but he hugged Jun back. Masaki in the other room bit his lip trying not to think of Sho's tear stained face trying to convince himself that it was for Sho’s sake.
He figured Sho would recover fast because he’s young but he was wrong Sho would had locked his heart from everybody else and only kept it opened for Masaki. Masaki didn’t know that Sho had already planned on spending his life with Masaki. Ohno and Nino knew exactly how Sho felt, because they were in a similar situation. Jun hugged Sho tight planning on filling the empty space in his heart that Masaki just left behind. Which he might not be able to do no matter how hard he tries.
A/N: whew! this is longer than i expected. so masaki thinks he's doing sho justice but is he really? is he just hurting himself and his baby brother. and what is nino's and ohno's situation and how is it similar to sho's. and what do jun plan on doing to sho now that masaki's out of the equation? all these questions might be answered in the last chap.