May 24, 2006 02:09
I haven't been feeling well again lately.
I ended up in the hospital last night.
And now I have to have tests done again.
My dad is having surgery at the end of next month and I'm scared for him.
I can't believe that he is sick. It hasn't sunk in yet. He acts so young and looks so young and it's hard to think that he's getting old.
I love my dad so much and I hope he makes it out okay and that they can kill all of the cancer cells.
I'm not going to school in the fall.
I'm just going to work and help out around here.
And spend as much time with my dad as I can, just in case things don't go so well.
Things just suck lately I guess. But I'll get through it.