legend of exhausted hollow.
I really can't believe Josh hasn't called me back. It's not like he should be afraid to call me, he knows I'm never mad at him. So, what's the deal? My feelings are really hurt. And still no phone.
Today I applied at a New York style pizzeria downtown. Tomorrow, I'm applying at the new Brio with Nicolle. Permanently crossed fingers.
Mom and Jeff are looking at cars for me tomorrow. Perpetual phalange intertwining.
I had a great phone call with my mom today.
Day 8. Some people are really pissing me off. "When are you gonna be off this damn thing?" "Are you still 'not eating'?" Any person that's asked me about the cleanse, I tell them thoroughly, and I make sure they know I'm NOT starving myself and that it IS safe. Yet, some people are literally telling me I'm crazy and honestly, being downright rude. I know what I'm doing, dumbos. It is a gentle fast and a detoxification. Not the biggest deal in the world. Are people completely blind to the fact that some people go a hundred days without eating for a spiritual journey? I've only done 8 and people are buggin. I'm not really that put off, it's just that close-mindedness has always irritated me.
I'm especially irritated today, and I know it has nothing to do with PMS-ing. Good thing I haven't really been around anyone today except for my job interview and Stephanie for a few hours. Steph and Phillip are trying to get me to go to their flag football game. I've only been to one, and I do want to go and support them. But honestly, I would rather sprawl out on the couch and watch what I want all night. I'm mentally and physically exhausted, so the idea of sitting on a field in the cold as their only fan just doesn't intrigue me.
EDIT: Went to Black's with Nicolle for a little bit to chill. I was taking a nap when they left for football, Nicolle apparently called 309,000 times, and when I didn't answer, she just came over and got me. I always love hanging out with her but I'm really tired. I've never seen Legend of Sleepy Hollow. I'm trying to watch it now but it's hard to concentrate. At least I'm where I've wanted to be all day.
Today I applied at a New York style pizzeria downtown. Tomorrow, I'm applying at the new Brio with Nicolle. Permanently crossed fingers.
Mom and Jeff are looking at cars for me tomorrow. Perpetual phalange intertwining.
I had a great phone call with my mom today.
Day 8. Some people are really pissing me off. "When are you gonna be off this damn thing?" "Are you still 'not eating'?" Any person that's asked me about the cleanse, I tell them thoroughly, and I make sure they know I'm NOT starving myself and that it IS safe. Yet, some people are literally telling me I'm crazy and honestly, being downright rude. I know what I'm doing, dumbos. It is a gentle fast and a detoxification. Not the biggest deal in the world. Are people completely blind to the fact that some people go a hundred days without eating for a spiritual journey? I've only done 8 and people are buggin. I'm not really that put off, it's just that close-mindedness has always irritated me.
I'm especially irritated today, and I know it has nothing to do with PMS-ing. Good thing I haven't really been around anyone today except for my job interview and Stephanie for a few hours. Steph and Phillip are trying to get me to go to their flag football game. I've only been to one, and I do want to go and support them. But honestly, I would rather sprawl out on the couch and watch what I want all night. I'm mentally and physically exhausted, so the idea of sitting on a field in the cold as their only fan just doesn't intrigue me.
EDIT: Went to Black's with Nicolle for a little bit to chill. I was taking a nap when they left for football, Nicolle apparently called 309,000 times, and when I didn't answer, she just came over and got me. I always love hanging out with her but I'm really tired. I've never seen Legend of Sleepy Hollow. I'm trying to watch it now but it's hard to concentrate. At least I'm where I've wanted to be all day.