circumstances as such . . .

[shutupnkissme]

"its not clear in my head
but i think that i was the one
to fuck every-
thing up for myself.
but ill still spend energy
blaming others for my hurting
because pride
overrides reality."

sometimes taking the blame isnt just the easy way out
sometimes taking the fall hurts the least
sometimes victims never get their pity
sometimes honesty is a breath you wish youd inhaled.

sometimes little boys dont lie
sometimes little girls dont break
sometimes words can suffice

sometimes hopelessness falls to happiness
sometimes unexpected people make unexpected calls
sometimes a knock on the door can drag you out of you home

sometimes futures are worth the loss
sometimes leaving doesnt call for a goodbye
sometimes new shoes just seem to fit as well as the old
sometimes a step out can bring you back in
sometimes hundreds of miles away means getting closer
sometimes forever never begins

sometimes songs can just sing themselves

sometimes life makes you a hypocrite
sometimes you are the only person to laugh at
sometimes you play the butt of the joke
sometimes that makes it funnier

sometimes its best to curl up and want to be alive.
haha sometimes a VCR means more than watching movies.
sometimes it even means you shouldnt watch the movie at all.