Nov 13, 2002 13:22
let me explain to everyone, my friends and EVERYONE ELSE who reads my livejournal, exactly how i use this fucking thing.
its primary use is to share my shitty ass poetry and worthless songs with everyone at once instead of making four or five emails for each piece of writing.
BUTi also DO use it as a direct outlet. i write in here when im pissed, when im sad as fuck, when im happy, whatever...and it all comes out exactly as im thinking it at that moment. most of the time (in fact pretty much ALL of the time) nothing i write in this online piece of shit shouldnt be taken for a grain of salt. i am one of the most irrational people ive ever known. i dont think about what im writing at all when im writing it. so, sometimes what i write can be offensive to some people and be much more than i actually feel towards them. sometimes i even forget that the shit i write goes out onto the internet, that other people read it at all. . .
sooo...PLEASE, dont take anything i write in here to heart. i write in this journal for ME. and when im writing in it, ME is all im thinking about. so this is an apology (too little too late probably, butits all ive got) to everyone whose been at the shitty end of any of my stupid ass journal entries. i promise, i never meant to offend, piss off, hurt, embarrass anyone. it was all just an irrational, inappropriate way to ease myself.
im sorry.