Holding on is harder than it seems.
Parents will be the death of me..
I. fucking. swear.
Who cares if you can't get to your bed walking on CARPET, because your floor is so messy?
You can still get there, and you know having my room clean is the LEAST of my worries..
Okay, so I sit on the computer when I could be using that time "constructively" by cleaning my room. Ohwell, NEWSFLASH. I'm a -teenager-. Ohhh, I forgot that us teenagers just love to do chores, and much rather like to do chores when we could just be lazy and sit on the internet.
Not to sound self-righteous, but I DO have good grades, and I'm a pretty good student. I hardly cause any trouble, at school, or home, or anywhere for that matter. I don't usually give my parents a right to worry or to not trust me. I don't do drugs, I'm not out there being a whore, and I don't drink. And I feel lucky for that, because I don't really have any desire to. But some people can't help it.. or whatever.
And just. I get yelled at because my room isn't clean. BULLSHIT. I hate it. Oh and because my brother and I don't "ask if anything needs to be done." Okay, aren't parents supposed to be the ones who tell the children what they want done. Yes, Amanda. Thank you, so why again.. should we ask to help? Oh, I know, because when my parents were our age they DID ask if there was stuff that needed to be done, and they did stuff without their parents even ASKING.:O Okay, well did they have the internet, technology, or anything like that to get addicted to? I. don't. think. so.
It's just. different. And it seems to be my understanding that they don't UNDERSTAND THAT.
It sucks when you feel like everything's alright on the outside, but when you actually think about it, nothing is all that great.
I'm so done..
I. fucking. swear.
Who cares if you can't get to your bed walking on CARPET, because your floor is so messy?
You can still get there, and you know having my room clean is the LEAST of my worries..
Okay, so I sit on the computer when I could be using that time "constructively" by cleaning my room. Ohwell, NEWSFLASH. I'm a -teenager-. Ohhh, I forgot that us teenagers just love to do chores, and much rather like to do chores when we could just be lazy and sit on the internet.
Not to sound self-righteous, but I DO have good grades, and I'm a pretty good student. I hardly cause any trouble, at school, or home, or anywhere for that matter. I don't usually give my parents a right to worry or to not trust me. I don't do drugs, I'm not out there being a whore, and I don't drink. And I feel lucky for that, because I don't really have any desire to. But some people can't help it.. or whatever.
And just. I get yelled at because my room isn't clean. BULLSHIT. I hate it. Oh and because my brother and I don't "ask if anything needs to be done." Okay, aren't parents supposed to be the ones who tell the children what they want done. Yes, Amanda. Thank you, so why again.. should we ask to help? Oh, I know, because when my parents were our age they DID ask if there was stuff that needed to be done, and they did stuff without their parents even ASKING.:O Okay, well did they have the internet, technology, or anything like that to get addicted to? I. don't. think. so.
It's just. different. And it seems to be my understanding that they don't UNDERSTAND THAT.
It sucks when you feel like everything's alright on the outside, but when you actually think about it, nothing is all that great.
I'm so done..