sadness
November 14, 2005
Today is listedasmygun's birthday! Happy Birthday, Lisa. :)
I’ve been feeling a little sad lately. Listening to sad music. Feeling sad about getting older. Sad about not being a young girl anymore. I’m 31 and married now. Sad about my family getting older. I have this beautiful pic of my grandmother as a young woman, and I feel sad that she is so old now, and half-blind, and doesn't take care of herself very well anymore. Although, I am grateful she is alive. Just feeling sad about life in some ways. But universe, please know I am very grateful for my health, my life, my husband, my friends and family, and so much more. I’m just trying to acknowledge the feelings I’m feeling right now, instead of ignoring them.
some music I am really digging lately:
Did you disappoint your god by Neva Dinova
Hawaii '78 intro by Israel Kamakawiwo'ole
Somewhere only we know by Keane
Nothing like us by Michael Penn from the movie anniversary party
I shall believe by Sheryl Crow
By your side by Sade
Romulus by Sufjan Stevens
I downloaded them onto our iPod, and can't wait to listen to them in the car tomorrow. I’m listening to them right now.
I bet the fact that it's autumn is also leading me to be introverted and melancholy. And coming off my wedding. Coming down from the high that was my wedding day, and wedding planning.
Ok, need to get of this here computer soon.
Later.
Today is listedasmygun's birthday! Happy Birthday, Lisa. :)
I’ve been feeling a little sad lately. Listening to sad music. Feeling sad about getting older. Sad about not being a young girl anymore. I’m 31 and married now. Sad about my family getting older. I have this beautiful pic of my grandmother as a young woman, and I feel sad that she is so old now, and half-blind, and doesn't take care of herself very well anymore. Although, I am grateful she is alive. Just feeling sad about life in some ways. But universe, please know I am very grateful for my health, my life, my husband, my friends and family, and so much more. I’m just trying to acknowledge the feelings I’m feeling right now, instead of ignoring them.
some music I am really digging lately:
Did you disappoint your god by Neva Dinova
Hawaii '78 intro by Israel Kamakawiwo'ole
Somewhere only we know by Keane
Nothing like us by Michael Penn from the movie anniversary party
I shall believe by Sheryl Crow
By your side by Sade
Romulus by Sufjan Stevens
I downloaded them onto our iPod, and can't wait to listen to them in the car tomorrow. I’m listening to them right now.
I bet the fact that it's autumn is also leading me to be introverted and melancholy. And coming off my wedding. Coming down from the high that was my wedding day, and wedding planning.
Ok, need to get of this here computer soon.
Later.