ok ok I"m updating.....
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry! I'm am the worst at updating this, I love to read and comment on other people's, but I just leave my own :P Anyway, here I am........
Things have been up and down here, looking for a new car. Ours won't last much longer, so yea we get to somehow find money we don't have! :p Which means I have to start working full time again, yeah! *rolls eyes*
Lets continue, last few days have been slightly different, we found out a friend of ours got cancer so we have been doing and going everywhere because they need help, and I get so irritated because the sister that is being treated, it's like she doesn't listen to what the doctors are telling her about slowing down after treatments etc. So I hate to see it, but she is going to have to get really sick before she learns her lesson I guess. She's convinced she can drive after her treatments, and no matter what any doctors or we say she isn't listening...We are just hoping she doesn't hurt anyone or herself. Anyone who has gone through chemo and radiation or even helped someone who has, knows how they can be. So let's all just pray for her and her family. we love her, she is just not listening! So I've been praying Jehovah lets her start listening! Her granddaughter is staying with us a couple nights, because she just needs to be away from it.
then last night I"m going through pictures. I ran across a pic of me and the ex that tore me up the greatest because I had no closure or reason and it was unexpected, and if I did, I would still want to be friends with him now. Anyways, I ran across the pics, and even though I am married now, it was like a storm blew over me, I literally started crying, and I couldn't control it. I guess some feeling just don't go away like we think we do.
Anyways, I"m married to a great guy now that's what matters..... :)
So that's about all I can update for now......once I start working or some money comes in to take care of our car, things should start going smoothly!
Things have been up and down here, looking for a new car. Ours won't last much longer, so yea we get to somehow find money we don't have! :p Which means I have to start working full time again, yeah! *rolls eyes*
Lets continue, last few days have been slightly different, we found out a friend of ours got cancer so we have been doing and going everywhere because they need help, and I get so irritated because the sister that is being treated, it's like she doesn't listen to what the doctors are telling her about slowing down after treatments etc. So I hate to see it, but she is going to have to get really sick before she learns her lesson I guess. She's convinced she can drive after her treatments, and no matter what any doctors or we say she isn't listening...We are just hoping she doesn't hurt anyone or herself. Anyone who has gone through chemo and radiation or even helped someone who has, knows how they can be. So let's all just pray for her and her family. we love her, she is just not listening! So I've been praying Jehovah lets her start listening! Her granddaughter is staying with us a couple nights, because she just needs to be away from it.
then last night I"m going through pictures. I ran across a pic of me and the ex that tore me up the greatest because I had no closure or reason and it was unexpected, and if I did, I would still want to be friends with him now. Anyways, I ran across the pics, and even though I am married now, it was like a storm blew over me, I literally started crying, and I couldn't control it. I guess some feeling just don't go away like we think we do.
Anyways, I"m married to a great guy now that's what matters..... :)
So that's about all I can update for now......once I start working or some money comes in to take care of our car, things should start going smoothly!