Nov 22, 2011 17:50
Hello, Minna
It been so long since I posted..almost a year since Christmas is just around the corner again..*sighs*
Anyway, I just wanted to say how nice it is to be able to think straight and not wallow in dark thoughts although I still do so in some occasions....
I am surprisingly happy where I am right now..its tiring yes and the pressure overwhelming but its all good..I can take it at least I think I can....^_^
I am slowly realizing things that I have previously been ignoring and I am getting to know more about myself in the process...I have a long way to go before I can fulfill my dream of becoming a Shutterbug since family comes first before yourself...
I am trying to follow an advise that fellow Tefu fangirl once told me...(Hi, Junn-chan)...
Its a little hard but I am slowly trying to reach for a certain degree of freedom that my current circumstance would allow me...so far its okay...
Its crazy how my current workplace made the some side of me more apparent..*evil smirks*
I am trying to make sure that the FUN I'm having at work right now STAYS and I hope I don't get burned out...*crosses fingers*
Some of my old friends have gotten into the practice of calling me a Workaholic....its funny really...since its completely not true.. :P
I'm still Anime obsessed as I have been though I gotta admit I have lost touch with latest since I am either too busy or too lazy...lol!
I am on strict diet since I really want to get in to shape so that I can return to my Tennis training and also our Company's Year end party is coming up...
Gahh! I still don't what to know what to wear...What in the world can one wear in Cocktail themed party?? A c**k and tail???
If you have suggestions feel to let me know....I'm kinda on fuller figure side right now since I gained a ton of weight..argh!
Hoping to get my old self back before or on birthday and resume tennis training mid next year..and also buy that DSLR and start working on that dream...*hopes very badly*
Oh yeah I also started to participate in FUN RUNS FOR A CAUSE that my company organized...completed two already I am proud of myself but I am still seriously out of Shape..I can run longer than 3k before and not breath like I'm drowning..sheesh..I wonder what happened
Oh yeah...call center life happened but then again that's not an excuse...anyways I'm gonna stop ranting now...
Till next day off...Ja!!
T.
thoughts,
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