your mouth was made to suck my kiss.
i remember some guys from Penn State came to our school and sang a bunch of songs for us. they sang "Otherside" among them. except laura and i didn't really like their rendition so much. i remember when they sang some song they made up about vegetables...and when they were describing what they were going to sing about, being all nebulous about it, laura and i are like "they're going to sing about STDS!" or something like that. i don't even remember so well myself, i just remember it being funny.
so yes, rhcp greatest hits = good.
went out to play tennis with jill and dad this afternoon. i was done trying after about 3 minutes of warming up. i stopped playing in the middle of a set with jill, and went to sit at a picnic table and just cried. i don't know.
we went out to eat afterwards, too. i don't eat anymore. i'm just not hungry. i was sitting there trying to eat and i just taste nothing - like i was literally forcing the food down. except i gave up after eating about half of my food. i don't know.
tia emailed me. this part really got to me:
But anyhow, I really want for us to be able to be on close contact, and I have no problem making that extra effort of emailing you or talking to you online and what not or whatever it takes!! I think we are both valueable to eachother's lives, and us not talking is basically us cutting ourselves short. People deserve to have good friendships, as do both of us. I don't know I just think that were vital to eachothers well-being. Maybe not like OMG life or death, but definitely sanity levels lol! But anyhow, WRITE ME BACK! And I LOVE YOU!
i miss her so much. her emails seem to always make me cry. fuck, everything makes me cry nowadays. but yeah, i'm so glad i saw her christmas night, and she is making an attempt to keep in contact with me. it's hard to lose my best friend, the way i did with her -- because she didn't intentionally detach herself from me, she HAD to with everything that was going on. and i mean...she is, and always will be, my best friend. i don't care if we don't talk as much as best friends usually do, and we hardly ever see each other anymore, she means the world to me. i love her so much. she's the only person i know that makes me cry out of happiness as much as she can.
erin's surprise sweet 16 is tomorrow night. but as i said before, i'm going to travis's show instead. not big with parties, anyway.
1 year ago today, probably right around this time, to be honest...is the first time i had sex. not that it's some big deal. it's weird that i remember the date and all. i also went with tiz to see Royal Noise Brigade that night, too.
hmmph.
so yes, rhcp greatest hits = good.
went out to play tennis with jill and dad this afternoon. i was done trying after about 3 minutes of warming up. i stopped playing in the middle of a set with jill, and went to sit at a picnic table and just cried. i don't know.
we went out to eat afterwards, too. i don't eat anymore. i'm just not hungry. i was sitting there trying to eat and i just taste nothing - like i was literally forcing the food down. except i gave up after eating about half of my food. i don't know.
tia emailed me. this part really got to me:
But anyhow, I really want for us to be able to be on close contact, and I have no problem making that extra effort of emailing you or talking to you online and what not or whatever it takes!! I think we are both valueable to eachother's lives, and us not talking is basically us cutting ourselves short. People deserve to have good friendships, as do both of us. I don't know I just think that were vital to eachothers well-being. Maybe not like OMG life or death, but definitely sanity levels lol! But anyhow, WRITE ME BACK! And I LOVE YOU!
i miss her so much. her emails seem to always make me cry. fuck, everything makes me cry nowadays. but yeah, i'm so glad i saw her christmas night, and she is making an attempt to keep in contact with me. it's hard to lose my best friend, the way i did with her -- because she didn't intentionally detach herself from me, she HAD to with everything that was going on. and i mean...she is, and always will be, my best friend. i don't care if we don't talk as much as best friends usually do, and we hardly ever see each other anymore, she means the world to me. i love her so much. she's the only person i know that makes me cry out of happiness as much as she can.
erin's surprise sweet 16 is tomorrow night. but as i said before, i'm going to travis's show instead. not big with parties, anyway.
1 year ago today, probably right around this time, to be honest...is the first time i had sex. not that it's some big deal. it's weird that i remember the date and all. i also went with tiz to see Royal Noise Brigade that night, too.
hmmph.