she says we won't maaa-aa-aake it nooow.
omg, i am so ready to cry. happy crying, though. lol.
i'm listening to the All-American Rejects -- which i haven't done in ages. hehehe. and sure "Swing Swing" has been excessively played, but this song is making me so happy.
i keep thinking about yoonjie when i hear this song. she used to have it on her mp3 player, listen to it at tennis matches and stuff....omg. it was like the only non-Korean song on there, hahaha. and lauren would do terrible renditions of this song, and the one time yoonjie, lauren, and i were walking together to go get stuff for our tennis buddy bags and they were both trying to figure out/arguing about the lyrics. i of course knew them, but yeah.
that's the shit i miss. i haven't had good times like that in so long. the more i think about it, the more i honestly love my yoonjie. hahaha. i mean, she and i go together like...you know what, let's not let me get platitude here (hahaha! platitude! i'm a nerd). i think i need to profess my heterosexual love for yoonjie tomorrow.
seriously, just sitting here, listening to these cheesy/giddy/upbeat songs is making me so much happier than i have been in so long. i'm so mad all of the time, so frustrated, stressed, everything. nothing goes right. but all is lost in the AAR songs.
now that the crying has started, i shall leave. i miss all the fun i used to have. i feel almost like maybe i am the uptight one...but i don't REALLY feel that way? i can't explain it, because whatever i try to say sounds so nebulous.
i'll stop with the big vocabulary words from this year and last year. *cough*
i'm listening to the All-American Rejects -- which i haven't done in ages. hehehe. and sure "Swing Swing" has been excessively played, but this song is making me so happy.
i keep thinking about yoonjie when i hear this song. she used to have it on her mp3 player, listen to it at tennis matches and stuff....omg. it was like the only non-Korean song on there, hahaha. and lauren would do terrible renditions of this song, and the one time yoonjie, lauren, and i were walking together to go get stuff for our tennis buddy bags and they were both trying to figure out/arguing about the lyrics. i of course knew them, but yeah.
that's the shit i miss. i haven't had good times like that in so long. the more i think about it, the more i honestly love my yoonjie. hahaha. i mean, she and i go together like...you know what, let's not let me get platitude here (hahaha! platitude! i'm a nerd). i think i need to profess my heterosexual love for yoonjie tomorrow.
seriously, just sitting here, listening to these cheesy/giddy/upbeat songs is making me so much happier than i have been in so long. i'm so mad all of the time, so frustrated, stressed, everything. nothing goes right. but all is lost in the AAR songs.
now that the crying has started, i shall leave. i miss all the fun i used to have. i feel almost like maybe i am the uptight one...but i don't REALLY feel that way? i can't explain it, because whatever i try to say sounds so nebulous.
i'll stop with the big vocabulary words from this year and last year. *cough*