Jul 03, 2005 09:08
Well i am feeling so so much better, went to w weding on the beach this weekend it was fab- it was a t eleven at night and it was a drunken affair.... I am stil feling a bit out of a nitch lost.. I need some new thing.... distraction that is what I need..... a vacation a real vacation not one wher i get phne calls form my rooomie about some drama happening in her life ... mind you i am there for my friends but not when the drama is self inflicted so to speak.... I wanna go away with no contact to the real world that exists for me in sf and well i need it soon. i also need a shower right now... yuckie... stinky me... well i slept fro m8ish last night till 8 ish this morning gues my body was saying it had enough and I was running around too much while being sick so I gave in .... but I am up and gotts to get my ass in gear me and Lisa are heading to the haight today to tal kto kahlil about my next tatt on my back... flowers yes flowers but very specfic flowers. gladiolus, zinnias, and sweet williams all having particular meanings for me and for loved ones lost..... so that is gonna happen about non or so , but I should get in to the shower and all that jazz and clean my room and other stuff..
SO much love to every one out there take care..
Leah