Reading this would be a complete waste of your time...
So I had a pretty bad week. I'm not gonna go into the details, but just know it was really really crappy. Anyways, I was chilling out watching Meerkat Manor on the couch tonight and one of the main critters (won't say who, on the off chance someone else actually watches it and doesn't know) died. I started crying. Now, usually when one of meerkats dies on the show I get misty-eyed and feel a little sad. But no. I mean I was sobbing uncontrollably, completely bawling. And then I realized, I never let things out like I should when I should. All of that emotion was what had kept being pushed away and piled up this week. I don't know what's wrong with me, I make a big deal out of little things, but can't deal with big things. I know, this probably makes no sense. Maybe all of those people who say that one day I'm going to go insane and kill the world are right.... if I don't learn how to let things out instead of keeping them in until one stupid little thing triggers a complete emotional blow-up.
hmm.....
hmm.....