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Having a hell of a time this morning. Unlike when I'm home on my own, I am currently lost. I have no idea what's going on today or where my family magically disappeared to. So I'm just getting ready and doing my packing. The plans are vague and I'm exhausted.
Last night, I slept like shit. I had some sort of recurring theme or message or concern going through my dreams all night. When I got up this morning, I remembered what it was. Sadly, I don't remember now. Every night since I got here, I had managed to be temperature-comfortable at night. I wasn't that lucky last night. Warm-cold-warm-cold-warm. Grrr.
Too much more of this and a breakdown is sure to occur. I'm very worried about lots of things right now and being awake and busy has kept it at bay for the most part. But I have this horrible feeling of a ticking time bomb. Ugh.
Motivation is really, really low. But I have so much I want to do...at home.
C'mon. Take a step.
Last night, I slept like shit. I had some sort of recurring theme or message or concern going through my dreams all night. When I got up this morning, I remembered what it was. Sadly, I don't remember now. Every night since I got here, I had managed to be temperature-comfortable at night. I wasn't that lucky last night. Warm-cold-warm-cold-warm. Grrr.
Too much more of this and a breakdown is sure to occur. I'm very worried about lots of things right now and being awake and busy has kept it at bay for the most part. But I have this horrible feeling of a ticking time bomb. Ugh.
Motivation is really, really low. But I have so much I want to do...at home.
C'mon. Take a step.