Jan 31, 2004 22:24
i love how i have nothing better to do with my time then sit one the computer and make entries on lj. 8906530. i need to get out more. i hate sitting at home, watching tv all day. having to deal with family. i need a best friend. ive only had one once, or twice. except one of them was only to get closer to my sister. bastard. i want monday to come. i want school. i hate my weekends. i never have anything to do. school occupies my time. thats probably the only good thing about it. everything else sucks. my grades are going to drop for a little while. i can tell. for numerous reasons. hmm, maybe i should become a firehouse regular. if i had the money. and a liscense.
i thought up a new dream for myself. once i turn 18, im going to rent out a cheap appartment. then hopefully, all of my friends would come over. i'd want an appt. somewhere downtown. like travis's. because then your always there, and if somebody is around, they could come visit anytime. then once im out of school, i would move into seattle with a friend. guy or girl, it wouldn't matter. just to have someone there for me. preferably a girl. girls are better to live with.