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LOVE.
that's me right now.
these last few weeks of summer have been completely wonderful on so many levels.
i just don't even have words for everything.
honestly, i'm the happiest i've been in a while.
beth and kate leave while i'm gone this weekend.
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tonight was the last night i got to hang out with beth like that.
it feels almost like my summer is over.
because i've spent it all with her, and now she's leaving.
and i've grown unbelievably close with kate.
i pretty much relied on her to talk to about boys and friends and family stuff.
and now she's gone too.
like their not GONE, i still have them.
but it will just be strange not having them around all the time.
and not knowing everything that goes on with me.
and not having them here to just chill with whenevs.
but, i guess, that's what phones and computers are for.
i still have sky for another week.
pheww.
i can't even begin to imagine how much it will suck when she leaves.
sometimes, i feel lame for not going away to college.
but then i think about it.
and i don't think i could handle it.
boys drive me crazy.
but i just enjoy them so much.
[:
i like the situation that i'm in right now.
it may not be ideal by any standards.
but it is what it is.
and it is partially my fault
but it definitely takes two [:
i have so much in me to say
but it's wayyyy too exhausting to even think about all of it.
maybe later.
"goodnight"
"sweet dreams"
"sometimes you're too cute i might vomit btw"
"haha that sucks"
that's me right now.
these last few weeks of summer have been completely wonderful on so many levels.
i just don't even have words for everything.
honestly, i'm the happiest i've been in a while.
beth and kate leave while i'm gone this weekend.
:[
tonight was the last night i got to hang out with beth like that.
it feels almost like my summer is over.
because i've spent it all with her, and now she's leaving.
and i've grown unbelievably close with kate.
i pretty much relied on her to talk to about boys and friends and family stuff.
and now she's gone too.
like their not GONE, i still have them.
but it will just be strange not having them around all the time.
and not knowing everything that goes on with me.
and not having them here to just chill with whenevs.
but, i guess, that's what phones and computers are for.
i still have sky for another week.
pheww.
i can't even begin to imagine how much it will suck when she leaves.
sometimes, i feel lame for not going away to college.
but then i think about it.
and i don't think i could handle it.
boys drive me crazy.
but i just enjoy them so much.
[:
i like the situation that i'm in right now.
it may not be ideal by any standards.
but it is what it is.
and it is partially my fault
but it definitely takes two [:
i have so much in me to say
but it's wayyyy too exhausting to even think about all of it.
maybe later.
"goodnight"
"sweet dreams"
"sometimes you're too cute i might vomit btw"
"haha that sucks"