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Thank you to everybody for responding to my Highly Scientific Poll. You can still vote if you want, but the majority speaks for itself. :D I will have a nice picture of me taken ASAP. For the casual/fannish picture, as I told commievampire, I was actually thinking of doing something cute and semi-silly like printing out a sign that reads "I &hearts SPD" and posing in front of a Cincinnati landmark of some sort (i.e. Skyline Chili).
If you saw my last (now-deleted post), yes, I did change my mind about writing him back even though I said I wouldn't. angel_negra talked me out of giving up (read: she held me, snuggled me, and told me it would be all betters) and convinced me to go through it, even though I still don't feel right after seeing a few others' reactions to the news. I don't like thinking that I'm making others uncomfortable with what I'm doing. But I think I'm overestimating my own importance, too; sending him a picture doesn't guarantee I'll get in, anyway. I want this more than anything...
If you saw my last (now-deleted post), yes, I did change my mind about writing him back even though I said I wouldn't. angel_negra talked me out of giving up (read: she held me, snuggled me, and told me it would be all betters) and convinced me to go through it, even though I still don't feel right after seeing a few others' reactions to the news. I don't like thinking that I'm making others uncomfortable with what I'm doing. But I think I'm overestimating my own importance, too; sending him a picture doesn't guarantee I'll get in, anyway. I want this more than anything...